u finaly update ur blog.....

hemm....finally....new thing appear in ur blog....i go n see....n in my mind all is..."holy shit"....is nt talking bout ur post is suckz...is me....myslf is suckz.....how can i cant realise that u waiting me to talk to u....damn hate myslf.....i have lost a good chance....to talk wit the gurl i love the most.....haiz.....damn sad nw....i cant believe tat wat u write in blog is nt same wit in sms.....in tat day.....u jz kip call me focus on competition....n u still tell me tat....we r here to competition....nt here to find feeling....tat msg hurt me the most....after tat msg....i very sad.....i told francis wat hapen....thn he laugh at me.....n call me focus.....so i try to stop thinking u for bout 1 hour like tat....n i made it....its good rite???.....erm....the first junior team.....i standing wit francis.....i think....YES!!!! i'm looking at u....n i saw u like looking at me too....but thn i say to myslf...she alr nt love u, damn fucker......so i din look at u anymore.....coz i thought u very hate me.....n summore i nid to focus....whn ur turn to perform....i kip on looking at u.....wat u do....where u go....my eye jz follow.....but thn i saw u look at me awhile....i scare i will disturb u....so i change my view n look at other....so u willl ike duno tat i kip on looking at u......even everytime i passby ur team.....i kip on say to francis...."francis arh....she at there arh....haiz...."....yes....i'm sad.....very very gek sum.....bt wat cn i do???...nth....after saw wat ur fren tell u....i'm sad....coz u "sucess to 4get me".....n i duno wat's the 2nd thing???.....the put my hand on their shoulder.....i dun understand.......haiz.....yup....i will remain sad coz u still nt my gurl yet....gud for u to knw....but did we sms like couple???....i duno.....