i duno...i jz.....cant let u go....i cant!!!!...i really cant.....
the 10 thing....i alr try my best to do it....whn i ask u....u say i did....so i jz believe it....i duno y u wan to lie to me....i realy duno....bt i'm angry....coz i try so hard to change for u....n u dun care....n jz simply say yes u did yes u did....wat u wan???.....
yes....i did...i admit....i be nice to venis....coz she love me....i wan to care bout her...coz i knw wat is the feeling whn the one u love doesnt care bout u....bt do u knw???.....everytime u jz think tat i love her....ok...i admit...i did love her....but jz abit....coz she is the one who make me hapy....CAN U THINK....IT JZ LIKE U N FRANCIS.....he make u hapy everytime u sad....thn u love him alr....rite???....is the same.....RITE??!!!! izit the same???....u ask urslf!!!!
u think i dun nid u huh????....u jz duno the true story...whn in sch...i always talk bout u....wit my fren....everytime i tell my fren...meow yun dun wan me anymore....n everytime i told them....i nearly cry out....they jz an wei me....thn i feel beter jor....if nt u go ask ivy n kimmy....u go ask them...izit in tis few day i gt sms them n ask them wat should i do...u ask them....everytime i oso tell them i cant let u go i cant let u go....till they get fed up n scold me....today...kimmy jz scold me....she call me to b open minded....i say i cant....thn she say....it ur prob thn....if u chose nt to let her go...thn other ppl say wat oso cant help u jor....c...even them oso get fed up of me....coz of wat....coz i dun wan to let u go n kip on hurt myslf....
i very regret....to treat u like tat....i duno y....everytime i lost sumthing oni i regret...izit tat's wat ppl always do???.....can i go ask the god???.....how to meet wit the god???....izit whn v die thn we can meet the god???.....i wan to ask the god tis question nw....izit mean tat i have to die nw???
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