i'm back to SINGLE now

y ppl wont care bout wat they have whn they still have it....till we lost it thn oni we knw how to cry...izit worth to do so????? i have repeat me old mistake....n nw i'm regret....i duno wat to do.....thinking how will u accept me back.....y will i so stupid???? treat u like nth whn having u....treat u like everything whn lost u.....izit u too good to me till i dare to bully u??? i guess.....the ans is yes.....i cnt believe tat i did tis to the gurl tat love me wit true heartx.....wat shud i do nw??? 14/2 coming.....izit my chance???? or is the day to being alone....watching other couple.....holding hand....smiling to each other.....being happily togeter.....haiz.....wat shud i do??? who can help me????? nobody can......will i lost u 4ever???? in tat day.....14/2...r u going out wit other????? will i have chance to celebrate wit u???? wit real coupling???? who knw....but for myslf....i guess nope....i really wil be alone at tat day......haiz.....damn regret for my stupid mistake.....