11th day without her.....wat a sucks afternoon.....

whn going back....i sms her....begging her to acept me back....she kip on refuse n refuse....i very sad jor....i think i alr beg her for at least 8 days....calling her to acept me back....bt yet...she dun wan....haiz....so so so so SAD......whn reach home.....i went to bath....i cry out in the bathroom....tis is nt my 1st time to cry in bathroom....alr alot time jor......i finish taking bath....but i still crying...i wanna stop....but i cant....i really cant stop....if my mum knw i cry for love.....she will slap me.....for sure....coz i try b4.....so i dun wan to let her knw....after jz finish taking bath...i went to do homework....n yet i stilll crying....haiz....T.T.....thn i went to sleep....b4 sleep....i view her pic in my hp again....fuck it!!!! i cry more louder....shit it....i cant let my mum knw....so i taking my pilow....cover my face.....n b4 sleep...i edit a pic for u jor.....haiz....i very very sad......i wan to be wit u.....plz.....MEOW YUN.....i very very love u.....