i'm really back to single jor....

in jz a few days time....u change alot....n even ur heart too....u change the person in ur heart....u kick me out....n put ur ex back into ur heart...wat i feel like jz....u take me like a person to teman u when ur ex break wit u...so now he love u back....n u love him back....

u say u cant trust him....say he got alot gurl outside.....tis tat lar....but the end...oso back to him....wat a lame story.....dun care izit he playing or bad??? coz u jz love him??....cool....nt bad.....i jz knw u r like.....if i treat u good....u love me....if he treat u good...u love him...rite??? u dun love me coz i treat u cool...so u leave me...

erm....maybe jz havent mature.....so little thing can lead to break up the relation....whn sumtime argue.....u were like "bla bla bla...." n i was like "bla bla bla...." isnt tat stupid??? tat's the reason the war begin....sumtime i din say anything doesnt mean u r rite...it just i dun wanna argue wit u....

i was waiting for something
something i really need from u
nobody will know cause nobody understand me
but now there's no nid to tell me u love me
cause i know tat he've changed
even my heart to u have changed to someone else
i have make my decision
i'm sory.....i'm really sory


i guess....all the love have reach the last chapter of my story....which lead to a damn sad ending.....i have lost everything i want....nt even a small piece of love to me left in ur heart.....i'm dead to u.....will it saty for long??? will it stay 4ever??.......or it jz a while??? wat shud i do???

i wanted to wait....but u kip on call me give up....some of my fren say...if u love her....let her go....let her b hapy...but i wan u......wat shud i do?? who shud i listen to??? my fren or myslf???

back to post.....

wow....c my last post was 10...today alr 22....12 day din post anything jor......i duno was u everyday open my blog n c???......i hope so.....haiz.....tis few day....u treating me so badly....so cool....do we look like couple??....i feel like not....coz i cant feel ur love....really cool to me....i hope u change urslf......jz if u really love me n wanna be wit me.....

but today u say....u like a person tat dun like to couple......i was like.....wat the hell????.....i work so hard....i suces to get u....at 1st u was treat me really like a bf.....but now....jz like normal fren.....nth else.....so....wat the hell happen actually??? i dun really knw......all just happen so fast....so fast till even i have lost sumthing i oso duno.....T.T

ytrday i ask u.....who will u choose....u say two oso dun wan.....wat orh??? he was ur EX!!!!! n NW i was ur BF.....ur BF u knw???!!!......i jz cant believe tat u was thinking who to choose.....ur EX come back kau u....so u jz think shud u accept him???....wont it be too guo fen???....one is past one is now.....will u willing to let go nw n go back to past????

now.....u jz like me abit....i was really sad for tat ans.....i jz cant believe tat u have alot ppl to admire....really alot.....tis lar tat lar.....wateva....i dun care.....althought ur heart was nt like b4....but i was.....problem always appear.......but we can solve it......rite??? so wat's the problem tat make u like me so little??? i hope to get the ans from u.....

tat's day for today.....i guess.....it was a stupid lovestory again.....carmen....emo post again huh??? haha....

today~ sad day

today....wat so important??? no!!!! its nt important....today fill up wit lot of sadness.....

today....u have leave me once more....from tat day we couple back....today....is the 3rd time.....i get very hurt....jz i treat u cool....thn u leave me....jz i bz wit sport thn u leave me.....did it prove u love me???.....

i duno....i duno the ans....i'm scare to be wit u....coz i will jz get hurt n hurt again n again.....if...if u love me.....u will change....but....if u dun.....u will think we better dun couple.....i have nth much to say.....but.....i have to tell....if....if u leave me once more......i scare i will lost the trust to u....i'm scare....so plz.....dun do it again....plz dun.....

i kip on hurting her....is just to be wit u.....she wait me for 4 month....but wat she get???...jz one day of relation....i was so damn sad....coz i have to make choice....haiz....so i hope u wont make me feel i'm regret make tis choice ok??? coz there's no turning back now.....



today.....realy fill up wit all sadness.....the feeling like in hell.....i have lost all my thing....all the thing i nid to kip me alive.....i have lost it....

izit mean i'm going to die soon???......i nt sure.....will i cry till i die???.....i nt sure....but for sure.....today....i have lost a important thing.....i lost a gurl's love.....i nid it so much....n yet...i lost it....

coz y?? her love has give to other boy.....wat can i do??? wat??? wat can cure u??? or wat can i do to kip ur love wit me??? nth??? tat's the ans??? i guess yes....tat's the ans.....any sick....do have the way to cure it....oni the sick of love.....there's no way to cure.....love..is the greatest weapon.....tat can lead sumone to die.....lead sumone to do stupid thing.......if love is tat powerful.....so harmful....y must god create it??? the ans is.....coz tat's how life should be....love can lead to happyness...lead to a new life....but....but love do oso lead to sadness.....crazyness....n oso it might lead us to our end of life.....

once.....once i nearly have been lead to the worst state....THE END......but luckily.....i sucess to realise there's alot choice we can make.....yes....we have to make choice....i have make alot of choice.....i have to choose....i decide to choose her.....but does it mean i dun like u??? no!!!! i still like u....but u dun....u have choose to start a new life.....ans me....did i be the worst bf ever u have??? ans me...

T.T....i duno wat to do now......