time so fast again...i alr couple wit my gf for 7 month....n yet still so happy being wit her....cant lose her for my whole life...loving her wit all my heart...love her so much....
n of coz...we will never miss out our ann day...every ann we will exchange a present as a sweet memory....n so do the blog will be updated too...haha...
today we went to The Mines....at bout 2pm we reach...went to cinema to buy "AVATAR" movie's ticket....lol....both cinema room for 2.30pm show alr full....so fast...so we buy 5.45pm show's ticket....tat time just bout 2.40pm...still got so many time to go oni until the showing time...
we walk around...go whildraw sum money from bank....thn decide to bring my gf to have lunch at gasoline....FOC for her...coz i belanja....but...bad new...tat stupid gasoline shop haven open...lol...alr afternoon...duno y din open...damn...
so just went to kfc to have lunch....oni cost RM30....lol...feel like not veru gud....coz b4 alr promise her to bring her to eat at gasoline....haiz...nvm...just wait till 24 dec...planinig to go time square....after taking her PMR result...hope the result wont make her bad mood....but i of coz hope the result will make her happy lar...^^
for my baby nie:
bi...form 4 coming jor....remember form 4 is not a honey moon....must learn hard...but oso enjoy ur 16 years old life....use ur time wisely....u oni will be relax for 1 year then will face SPM....very fast....so work hard....study more on chemistry (must at least C) , physic (must at least C) , account (must A. hehe) , sejarah (must pass) , BM (must at least C, i will help u) , BI (np) , BC (np) , maths (must A) , moral (np) , sivik (np)....work hard....n remember...dar will aalways by ur side helping u...muackz baby nie....^^
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Saturday, December 12, 2009
finaly update again...^^
worst case in my life...i hope what i wrote is meaningful and please don't laugh if my english has problem....
nowadays really too much teens...too free and nothing to do...that's why keep on causing trouble with other and worst of all are they are un-named ppl...we are born with our name...we should be proud to have our name because it's our beloved parent gave it to us...it was so meaningful to us that the beautiful and meaningful name will be with us for our whole life but yet some still never appreciate it...
time...was so important....time never wait for us....just passing and passing but we never care about it....our life is short....one day only has 24 hours.....time was never enough for those who have lover and the beloved one...they wish to be together forever...but time was so cruel and it doesn't care about anything....everything it care is just to be sure itself never stop going forward....we should use our time wisely....arrange everything....be sure what we have done for our future everydays...be sure the road to our great future is under construction everything...be sure the workers that build the road to our future are updated everydays....no matter what's our age....
that's what i trying to do....trying to get myself good in english....learn from others but never complain about others...and we should learn moral value and so learn to be bad too....so that we know how to treat different kind of peoples in the world with our best ways...to be sure they are happy to get the way they been treated....and also be sure how we treat people back in the way they treated us....
heart and brain....is the most important organ in our body....be sure we never infected them with negative things...even have....try to clean it with positive things....like being nice...heart...is the engine of our body....it can pump blood to every single cell in our body....but...it also used to another fuction...to love some one...with your pure nice heart....giving the best to them...be sure they are happy everyday...brain...is the driver of our body....controling and decide what we going to do....this "driver" should be clear and positive before it can "drive" our body....for an example...those drunk driver...when they drive..peoples always affraid to them because they can easily cause trouble and damage on road...that's why our very own "driver" should be clear n positive everydays....to ensure we are not affraid or hated by others....and be sure we won't cause any damage or trouble in our life....
feeling...feeling are the most difficult things to explain...it can be good...it can be bad...but all the matter is it depends on somebody....someone can make people smile...and some can make people cry....but the most important thing is...when someone say you are loser, or a monster...it doesn't mean you are...just be confidence to being your ownself...be the one you really wanted to be the most....
that's all i wanted to say for today...and...never forget about this...I LOVE YOU BABY NIE!!!!
nowadays really too much teens...too free and nothing to do...that's why keep on causing trouble with other and worst of all are they are un-named ppl...we are born with our name...we should be proud to have our name because it's our beloved parent gave it to us...it was so meaningful to us that the beautiful and meaningful name will be with us for our whole life but yet some still never appreciate it...
time...was so important....time never wait for us....just passing and passing but we never care about it....our life is short....one day only has 24 hours.....time was never enough for those who have lover and the beloved one...they wish to be together forever...but time was so cruel and it doesn't care about anything....everything it care is just to be sure itself never stop going forward....we should use our time wisely....arrange everything....be sure what we have done for our future everydays...be sure the road to our great future is under construction everything...be sure the workers that build the road to our future are updated everydays....no matter what's our age....
that's what i trying to do....trying to get myself good in english....learn from others but never complain about others...and we should learn moral value and so learn to be bad too....so that we know how to treat different kind of peoples in the world with our best ways...to be sure they are happy to get the way they been treated....and also be sure how we treat people back in the way they treated us....
heart and brain....is the most important organ in our body....be sure we never infected them with negative things...even have....try to clean it with positive things....like being nice...heart...is the engine of our body....it can pump blood to every single cell in our body....but...it also used to another fuction...to love some one...with your pure nice heart....giving the best to them...be sure they are happy everyday...brain...is the driver of our body....controling and decide what we going to do....this "driver" should be clear and positive before it can "drive" our body....for an example...those drunk driver...when they drive..peoples always affraid to them because they can easily cause trouble and damage on road...that's why our very own "driver" should be clear n positive everydays....to ensure we are not affraid or hated by others....and be sure we won't cause any damage or trouble in our life....
feeling...feeling are the most difficult things to explain...it can be good...it can be bad...but all the matter is it depends on somebody....someone can make people smile...and some can make people cry....but the most important thing is...when someone say you are loser, or a monster...it doesn't mean you are...just be confidence to being your ownself...be the one you really wanted to be the most....
that's all i wanted to say for today...and...never forget about this...I LOVE YOU BABY NIE!!!!
Thursday, December 3, 2009
200th day ann!!!!
my bi so lazy.....haha...
time past really fast...we have alr be together for 200 days!!!! wow~~long time....n i still so love her....n i really very happy to couple wit her...having alot fun time wit her...love her so so much!!!
today when to her fren house.....coz her fren's dad fecth us go...then my gf was so suprise...coz i tell her i din go...haha...she tell me she nearly cry out...but oso din geh~~ lol~~~
after we reach...we walk to sunway lagoon...thn buy ticket....thn go have breakfast...thn oni go in to PLAY!!!!! have so much fun wit my bi bi...smile so much...hug oso much too~~ hehe...
we play till 3.45pm thn go bath....till 4.15pm we go play again...but oni for dry de lar...thn till 4.30pm thn we go out...thn have lunch at KFC...kinda full...thn after tat nth to do...jz 6pm...thn we naik bus go mid valley shoping...till 9pm thn oni we naik ktm go back home....tat's all for our 200th day ann....so fast..T.T
and the present for my gf today is...a TEDDY BEAR....haha...normal size oni....
nvm...now we wait for 17/12....our 7th month ann coming soon!!!! going to gasoline...for sure!!!
nvm...now we wait for 17/12....our 7th month ann coming soon!!!! going to gasoline...for sure!!!
my gf say "just wish time can stop now~~" while we going to ktm station....
Sunday, November 29, 2009
my last day working at SUB...
today is my last day working...as a SUB promoter....i will going to miss all my new fren at SUB...i jz work at there for 1 month...but honestly...working really tired...so must spent money wisely....
waiting to get my payment....nid to wait till 15/12/09 oni can get...so so so so long...T.T
took some pic before we leave the shop....
waiting to get my payment....nid to wait till 15/12/09 oni can get...so so so so long...T.T
took some pic before we leave the shop....
Thursday, November 26, 2009
to my lovely dear girlfriend....
my gf...nie ( in short-form)....ROCKZZ!!!!
got ppl call her to becarefull of me...say me play boy....but she help me n go scold tat guy...haha....i'm so hapy!!!!
i really can tell the true...tis is the best damn thing ever happen on me...to let me meet her...knw her...trust her...love her....n take care her....wow...i really so so so happy....i swear i will take care of her for my whole life...protect her on any cost....too many bastard like to disturb my gf....cant u all jz leave her alone??? childish...
muackz...bi...dar will be wit u 4ever....dun worry for anything lu....muackz muackz muackz...^^
DAR LOVE U 4EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!
got ppl call her to becarefull of me...say me play boy....but she help me n go scold tat guy...haha....i'm so hapy!!!!
i really can tell the true...tis is the best damn thing ever happen on me...to let me meet her...knw her...trust her...love her....n take care her....wow...i really so so so happy....i swear i will take care of her for my whole life...protect her on any cost....too many bastard like to disturb my gf....cant u all jz leave her alone??? childish...
muackz...bi...dar will be wit u 4ever....dun worry for anything lu....muackz muackz muackz...^^
DAR LOVE U 4EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
to those asshole...
plz....dun simply comment my c box...unless u r my fren n show up ur real name...i wil appreciate ur( my fren) comment...like the ####, ., passbyer, ???, i-do-it, this are those sucker that too free n wan to cause trouble...but end up being idiot....haha...
to .
u...stupid bastrad asshole...planing to break up me n my gf....fuck u lar....nah~~~ o0o
u r lucky i duno who r u....if not u r in trouble....wan to warn my gf to becareful of me....at last let my gf scold back...haha...really funny lor...so stupid de ppl oso got...wan to b nice no nid like tat de....n u can dun b shy ma??? no gurl wan thn no gurl wan lar....wat for say couple-ing r childish?? wan to cost more trouble??? use ur brain lar...really duno y u so stupid de lor...so dare to scold ppl....thn call u go out meet thn so fast scare...scare wat wor....no nid scare de...wan start thn must knw how to end....now u end up such a shame way....really pitty lor....cry for u lar...T.T
i have learn moral de....knw how to pitty poor lonely guy like u de....
to passbyer
u tis asshole call my gf CHEAP n call my gf BITCH??? u got ball anot??? do u knw scolding girl are bad??? say my gf cheap...thn i think u more cheap...coz nth to do thn trying to find sumone to scold n be as cheap as u....lol...wat for wor....so pitty meh??? no girl wan u oso??? aiya...no nid jealous of me de...i knw u jealous coz i have gf tat so leng lui...tat's y u say my gf blind coz choose me rite???...u wan to find tis type of girl izit??? aiya...no nid hope lar....u behave like tat where got gurl wan u de...go find guy lar....
to ####
u jz as stupid as passbyer...no nid say u wat lar...waste my time....
to .
u...stupid bastrad asshole...planing to break up me n my gf....fuck u lar....nah~~~ o0o
u r lucky i duno who r u....if not u r in trouble....wan to warn my gf to becareful of me....at last let my gf scold back...haha...really funny lor...so stupid de ppl oso got...wan to b nice no nid like tat de....n u can dun b shy ma??? no gurl wan thn no gurl wan lar....wat for say couple-ing r childish?? wan to cost more trouble??? use ur brain lar...really duno y u so stupid de lor...so dare to scold ppl....thn call u go out meet thn so fast scare...scare wat wor....no nid scare de...wan start thn must knw how to end....now u end up such a shame way....really pitty lor....cry for u lar...T.T
i have learn moral de....knw how to pitty poor lonely guy like u de....
to passbyer
u tis asshole call my gf CHEAP n call my gf BITCH??? u got ball anot??? do u knw scolding girl are bad??? say my gf cheap...thn i think u more cheap...coz nth to do thn trying to find sumone to scold n be as cheap as u....lol...wat for wor....so pitty meh??? no girl wan u oso??? aiya...no nid jealous of me de...i knw u jealous coz i have gf tat so leng lui...tat's y u say my gf blind coz choose me rite???...u wan to find tis type of girl izit??? aiya...no nid hope lar....u behave like tat where got gurl wan u de...go find guy lar....
to ####
u jz as stupid as passbyer...no nid say u wat lar...waste my time....
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Going to Stop Working...
today my gf come n find me again...yesterday come alr...n today come again...my fren call i very lucky...find dao a so gud de gf....ya...really good...tat's y i so happy in these months.....6 months alr....so fast....^^
erm...3 DEC....wait n wait...planing to go sunway with her...but macam nth to play...coz all alr play till sien jor....oni play water lu...own her alot thing....6th month ann's present....couple tee...gasoline set (eat de)...
today n yesterday...when my gf come find me...she buy jor secret recipe de cake give me...lol...so happy...but abit angry coz waste money too...aikz...yesterday she buy new york cheese n today she buy marble cheese...both oso nice...cake alr nice jor...but add with care n love..more sweet...^^
so so so hapy...today give jor RM3 to her go da ji....she alr da ji till shang ying dy...at the mines...play the mahjong de...tak apa lar..she happy then can jor...wait me get my working paid n sell the shoe...i will bring her go play til enugh...go makan...go buy her shirt...^^
haiz...work really tired n alot pressure too....1st we nid to hit target...1 day RM800....for personal target...summore no komisen...like wasting our spirit to help company hit target...so i decide to stop working...oni work till 30/11/09...27/11 n 28/11 duno can get leave anot..coz either going perform or go holiday...but both activity oso at MELAKA...wee...^^
till here lar...i think tat's all for today...
erm...3 DEC....wait n wait...planing to go sunway with her...but macam nth to play...coz all alr play till sien jor....oni play water lu...own her alot thing....6th month ann's present....couple tee...gasoline set (eat de)...
today n yesterday...when my gf come find me...she buy jor secret recipe de cake give me...lol...so happy...but abit angry coz waste money too...aikz...yesterday she buy new york cheese n today she buy marble cheese...both oso nice...cake alr nice jor...but add with care n love..more sweet...^^
so so so hapy...today give jor RM3 to her go da ji....she alr da ji till shang ying dy...at the mines...play the mahjong de...tak apa lar..she happy then can jor...wait me get my working paid n sell the shoe...i will bring her go play til enugh...go makan...go buy her shirt...^^
haiz...work really tired n alot pressure too....1st we nid to hit target...1 day RM800....for personal target...summore no komisen...like wasting our spirit to help company hit target...so i decide to stop working...oni work till 30/11/09...27/11 n 28/11 duno can get leave anot..coz either going perform or go holiday...but both activity oso at MELAKA...wee...^^
till here lar...i think tat's all for today...
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Happy 6th Month Ann.....
lol...so fast then alr half year...time past so fast...pak tor wit my gf....can say nvr appear problem from her to me....oni appear problem from me to her....sory.....
she is my 8th gf....8...a number that nvr stop turning...it oso mean will last forever....i love her so much...she is my evrything....so important to me....without her...jz like so lonely....like passing time in hell....so hard to pass....
today....we go out together...have lunch at time square...wan to eat at gasoline...but damn stupid..no more chicken chop....no more cheese....lol...i wan to eat cheese de chicken chop....100% dun have....zadao....
damn dulan....jz go kfc makan....she at gasoline kip on say wan to eat spaghetti wit seafood and cheese de....whn i get my working money..i will bring her go makan tat...i promise...hehe....
really hope 3 dec i can go sunway...to fullfill my 200th day's gf de wish...muackz....love my bi 4ver....muackz muackz....^^
she is my 8th gf....8...a number that nvr stop turning...it oso mean will last forever....i love her so much...she is my evrything....so important to me....without her...jz like so lonely....like passing time in hell....so hard to pass....
today....we go out together...have lunch at time square...wan to eat at gasoline...but damn stupid..no more chicken chop....no more cheese....lol...i wan to eat cheese de chicken chop....100% dun have....zadao....
damn dulan....jz go kfc makan....she at gasoline kip on say wan to eat spaghetti wit seafood and cheese de....whn i get my working money..i will bring her go makan tat...i promise...hehe....
really hope 3 dec i can go sunway...to fullfill my 200th day's gf de wish...muackz....love my bi 4ver....muackz muackz....^^
Monday, November 16, 2009
Wat a post....
"i wil try my best no thk other...n i wont wan a boy stay wit me...if he want leave me...i want do tat...cox i knw...if he real thk jor want break wit me...tis is he last choose...i wont do wat...i just wil let he go...so i choose other...i dun thk i do wrong...cox i knw...me is real lov Tomato, ever thought i knw he just lik me...bt can wit he...maybe got many thgwil happen bt i still happy..."
ques: i will try my best no thk other??
ans: lol...u pak tor now thn u dare to say tis???
ques: i wont wan a boy stay wit me???
ans: like so real.....
ques: if he want leave me...i want do tat...
ans: tat call u love him???
ques: cox i knw...if he real thk jor want break wit me...tis is he last choose...
ans: tat's call not playing????
ques: i wont do tat...i jz will let he go...so i choose other....i dun think i do wrong....
ans: I DUN THINK I DO WRONG...tat's y we say u are "NOT" a playgurl lor....
ques: cox i knw...me is real lov Tomato...
ans: same ans...TAT'S Y WE SAY U ARE "Not" A PALYGURL LOR....
ques: ever though i knw he jz like me...but can wit he...maybe got many thing will hape but i still happy....
ans: yup...really many thing hapen...n it doesnt seem like u are hapy....
conclusion....
erm...wat to say??? speechless....u are so mean to my fren....n so do TOMATO....wat for being such person?? cant u jz be like normal ppl...dun care bout 3rd person....now u regret???? are u??? all decide was made by urslf...i trying to warn u alot...but yet u nvr listen....n tat's the end of ur loving chapter....wondering will u start another chapter???? soon???
ques: i will try my best no thk other??
ans: lol...u pak tor now thn u dare to say tis???
ques: i wont wan a boy stay wit me???
ans: like so real.....
ques: if he want leave me...i want do tat...
ans: tat call u love him???
ques: cox i knw...if he real thk jor want break wit me...tis is he last choose...
ans: tat's call not playing????
ques: i wont do tat...i jz will let he go...so i choose other....i dun think i do wrong....
ans: I DUN THINK I DO WRONG...tat's y we say u are "NOT" a playgurl lor....
ques: cox i knw...me is real lov Tomato...
ans: same ans...TAT'S Y WE SAY U ARE "Not" A PALYGURL LOR....
ques: ever though i knw he jz like me...but can wit he...maybe got many thing will hape but i still happy....
ans: yup...really many thing hapen...n it doesnt seem like u are hapy....
conclusion....
erm...wat to say??? speechless....u are so mean to my fren....n so do TOMATO....wat for being such person?? cant u jz be like normal ppl...dun care bout 3rd person....now u regret???? are u??? all decide was made by urslf...i trying to warn u alot...but yet u nvr listen....n tat's the end of ur loving chapter....wondering will u start another chapter???? soon???
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Friday, October 23, 2009
exam life....
lol...ytrday running in rain...just to go tuition....zadao...today sick jor...still got sejarah exam...double bad new...lol...exam time so hard to pass...coz all teacher dun allow we go toilet....tahan jor so long....nearly 1 hour++....
pic tat capute today....haha....
pic tat capute today....haha....
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
exam passing....hard time coming....
exam week still left 9 days...7 exam days...oni 2 days free...but for me...not...have to work...duno at where...lolx...but bro fetch me coz working togeter...for a road show...RM100/day....woow....payment is good...but heard tat will be delay for months...god....wat the hell...
erm....still wondering wan to work at where....if work at the mid valley....fren alot...ppl alot too...but...have to spent time for waiting n taking KTM....n spent money on KTM tiket too...bout RM60/month....and having lunch n dinner at there can make me bankrup....
but if work at the mines...i can wake up late bit...walk to there oni for bout 15~20 min....save up transport fee....time...n oso makan fee coz nearby got kedai kedai....price lower lor...ytrday they call me...say today will call me again...but my hp nvr ring....==
aikz...really duno how to decide....fren?? or time??
erm....still wondering wan to work at where....if work at the mid valley....fren alot...ppl alot too...but...have to spent time for waiting n taking KTM....n spent money on KTM tiket too...bout RM60/month....and having lunch n dinner at there can make me bankrup....
but if work at the mines...i can wake up late bit...walk to there oni for bout 15~20 min....save up transport fee....time...n oso makan fee coz nearby got kedai kedai....price lower lor...ytrday they call me...say today will call me again...but my hp nvr ring....==
aikz...really duno how to decide....fren?? or time??
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Friday, October 9, 2009
Finding and waiting job....
today i went to mid valley to find job wit my fren....Chan Chung, Vei Hoong, Hao Shen, Jia Yong, Kah Yee, and Kelvin.....i went at 1 sumthing....whn reach, jia yong n kah yee alr found their job...=='' so fast
went floor by floor...shop by shop....we have alr register for kinda alot shop....i hope i can work at "action city"......look so fun whn working in a shop selling toy....^^
nth much today...whn to "da ji"...play basketball wit chan chung....break the recod....kinda fun..haha....tat's all for today.....
went floor by floor...shop by shop....we have alr register for kinda alot shop....i hope i can work at "action city"......look so fun whn working in a shop selling toy....^^
nth much today...whn to "da ji"...play basketball wit chan chung....break the recod....kinda fun..haha....tat's all for today.....
Monday, October 5, 2009
Tat's wat we call "FREN" !!!!!
today i'm sure alot ppl din go sch...but i have to go...coz ltr i have to go tuition....no choice....so when i went to class....0.0''
my class oni got 15 ppl.....no even 50%...oni 37.5% ppl come....lol
so bored in class...nth to do at all....n oni POKER TIME!!!!!! few of us...judi abit oni lar~~~
not much....i knw i not "ong" tis year...so like macam dun wan play lar...but fren kip on call me play....so play lor....
i'm the 1st to be "zhong".....jz the 1st game 1st round....21 dy....lol....
thn win RM8...thn i was like...."got anot orh??? so "ong" meh???"
so try my luck again...thn kip lose jor...lol...stupi lar....
duno when jor....ryan ask me...got go "chui chui sui" anot???
my head appear alot of ?????? n i ask him go there for wat???
then he say today is choi yee birthday.....then i heard kelvin them dun wan go sch....after our sch then meet at "chui chui sui".....
i was like...."wat the fuck orh???" all ppl knw kinda long jor thn i jz knw tis morning????
tat's wat we call FREN????? even bill knw....i din mean to say tis...but he din really join our GANG de....mean like gan, lcc those lar...how come he knw n i din???
fuck lar....tis call FREN???? summore the birthday gurl is same class wit me....our class whole gang oso got go....accept me n shu wai i think....who is the host orh??? so noob.....suck lar~~
fine...as choi yee's fren....i go "chui chui sui" to wish her happy birthday lor....hope to let her knw as least i still got heart to wish her...but c all those NON-WEARING SCHOOL UNIFORM de FREN....kinda dulan....
fine lor....go other place eat lor....juz dun hope i will be the "不请而来的人".....since u all like dun hope i come....fine lar....wateva.....bla bla bla....
my class oni got 15 ppl.....no even 50%...oni 37.5% ppl come....lol
so bored in class...nth to do at all....n oni POKER TIME!!!!!! few of us...judi abit oni lar~~~
not much....i knw i not "ong" tis year...so like macam dun wan play lar...but fren kip on call me play....so play lor....
i'm the 1st to be "zhong".....jz the 1st game 1st round....21 dy....lol....
thn win RM8...thn i was like...."got anot orh??? so "ong" meh???"
so try my luck again...thn kip lose jor...lol...stupi lar....
duno when jor....ryan ask me...got go "chui chui sui" anot???
my head appear alot of ?????? n i ask him go there for wat???
then he say today is choi yee birthday.....then i heard kelvin them dun wan go sch....after our sch then meet at "chui chui sui".....
i was like...."wat the fuck orh???" all ppl knw kinda long jor thn i jz knw tis morning????
tat's wat we call FREN????? even bill knw....i din mean to say tis...but he din really join our GANG de....mean like gan, lcc those lar...how come he knw n i din???
fuck lar....tis call FREN???? summore the birthday gurl is same class wit me....our class whole gang oso got go....accept me n shu wai i think....who is the host orh??? so noob.....suck lar~~
fine...as choi yee's fren....i go "chui chui sui" to wish her happy birthday lor....hope to let her knw as least i still got heart to wish her...but c all those NON-WEARING SCHOOL UNIFORM de FREN....kinda dulan....
fine lor....go other place eat lor....juz dun hope i will be the "不请而来的人".....since u all like dun hope i come....fine lar....wateva.....bla bla bla....
Friday, October 2, 2009
What a bad day...
Wat the fuck is this day....alot fucking thing hapen...but the most damn thing is when AJK take my tie away...say "when u tugas not good enugh.." then i was like =.=''
lolx...damn lor...i heard my fren say....before recess those ajk already discuss who will pass....but they din tell....when after recess oni tell us...mean tat we waste our time tugas for them today already...coz they already knw the result but dun wan tell 1st...make us tugas finish oni tell...wat the fuck orh....waste time lar....
summore be pelatih for 2 month...end up wit nth...damn...now mean i wont listen to pengawas anymore....damn dulan...even my fren too....
go back home....so tired...went for sleep....when wake up....i c my hp...so many msg....i open...saw my gf msg...lol...she told me she lost her keys....mean tat...those keychain i gave her oso lost...omg....it was so meaningfull to me...but lost jor...
she is the 1st gurl to receive keychain from me...i first time buy couple keychain...but all just lost....not one but is two...my heart so pain....haix...but wat to do??? oso lost jor lor...haix...
today is really bad day....summore alot problem appear too in sch....oni te sheng knw....secret btw us...n oso can say our topic....
lolx...damn lor...i heard my fren say....before recess those ajk already discuss who will pass....but they din tell....when after recess oni tell us...mean tat we waste our time tugas for them today already...coz they already knw the result but dun wan tell 1st...make us tugas finish oni tell...wat the fuck orh....waste time lar....
summore be pelatih for 2 month...end up wit nth...damn...now mean i wont listen to pengawas anymore....damn dulan...even my fren too....
go back home....so tired...went for sleep....when wake up....i c my hp...so many msg....i open...saw my gf msg...lol...she told me she lost her keys....mean tat...those keychain i gave her oso lost...omg....it was so meaningfull to me...but lost jor...
she is the 1st gurl to receive keychain from me...i first time buy couple keychain...but all just lost....not one but is two...my heart so pain....haix...but wat to do??? oso lost jor lor...haix...
today is really bad day....summore alot problem appear too in sch....oni te sheng knw....secret btw us...n oso can say our topic....
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Waiting and Waiting.......
there alot thing i have been waiting for....waiting exam to come...waiting exam to pass....waiting when could i get my blue shirt (pengawas)(duno pass anot >.<)...waiting my 200 anniversary day....waiting any show to come.....waiting any job i can find.....waiting holiday....n i even waiting for next year battleground to come.....really hope i can take part.... must training harder....for my b-boy...hope hope hope...>.<
so many hope....but which will come true??? less....
duno y nowadays like nothing in my mind to post on blog.....like nothing to write anymore....erm....today what hapen in sch....nothing much...but a thing hapen really make me so so so angry.....but it's a totally secret to all people....hope THOSE who know will help me keep it...all trust on BOTH of u.....
that's all for my sch life....nothing much....
so many hope....but which will come true??? less....
duno y nowadays like nothing in my mind to post on blog.....like nothing to write anymore....erm....today what hapen in sch....nothing much...but a thing hapen really make me so so so angry.....but it's a totally secret to all people....hope THOSE who know will help me keep it...all trust on BOTH of u.....
that's all for my sch life....nothing much....
Friday, September 4, 2009
My Leg...HURT!!!!!
today...when training....cheer works well....very easy to carry venis.....then our team have group pic....still ok for so far.....then my bro train wallflip....i feel it's cool....so i want to train too...my 1st wallflip was good...quite high...
but when i want to do the second wallflip....my leg stuck to the wall....that time...my mind was blank....i doing nth in air....or shud say i cant do anything....and i fall on the floor...quite hard....luckily my head is ok....my coach kip on ask me my head got hurt anot....tat time still not pian...but the most weird de is....my leg hurt....
my leg hurt till i cant even stand....my leg very pain....but still can move....as i say my head is ok...so all my fren just like ignore me....i lying on the floor for quite a long time.....atfer tat i try to stand....but cant...my knee too pain.....
so hard to walk....just oni can hop...hop in my bro car....then went back home...haiz....so damn unlucky....hope can get well soon....
but when i want to do the second wallflip....my leg stuck to the wall....that time...my mind was blank....i doing nth in air....or shud say i cant do anything....and i fall on the floor...quite hard....luckily my head is ok....my coach kip on ask me my head got hurt anot....tat time still not pian...but the most weird de is....my leg hurt....
my leg hurt till i cant even stand....my leg very pain....but still can move....as i say my head is ok...so all my fren just like ignore me....i lying on the floor for quite a long time.....atfer tat i try to stand....but cant...my knee too pain.....
so hard to walk....just oni can hop...hop in my bro car....then went back home...haiz....so damn unlucky....hope can get well soon....
Thursday, August 27, 2009
finally update...happy birthday to myslf!!!
so long din update....finaly....i update my blog....today is my birthday....yesterday nites....i wait till 1am to see who will greed me....these are friends tat i really appreciate...
(the time is follow my handphone time)
1. so ying (11.53 pm)
2. ai di (11.55 pm)
3. yue jing (11.59 pm)
4. yee hui (12.01 am)
5. jin yeh (12.01 am)
6. berlin (12.02 am)
7. karmun (12.03 am)
8. venis (12.05 am)
9. shanny (12.08 am)
10. ai wei (8.05 am)
11. li ying (9.03 am)
12. xin ying (10.06 am)
13. poh san (2.16 pm)
14. jia yong (5.03 pm)
15. meow yun (6.36 pm)
16. cindy (7.56 pm)
sum is greed me in msn...so i not sure wat time....ppl who greed me in msn or friendster is...
1. jian
2. kwan xiu
3. cisco
4. te sheng
5. lai hoong
6. yih nan
7. su ianne
(sory if 4get to write ur name....) *oni for those who greed me* haha....
today....i went out to celebrate....with her....2.15pm went for lunch....those food not delicious at all....but the ABC nice....hehe.....3pm went for movie...."district 9"....not a good movie....and we went back at 8pm....wait her to take taxi went home....and tat's all for my birthday....i'm happy....coz i receive my birthday present from her....^^
just waiting for her birthday now....03/03/2010....haiz....still so long....
(the time is follow my handphone time)
1. so ying (11.53 pm)
2. ai di (11.55 pm)
3. yue jing (11.59 pm)
4. yee hui (12.01 am)
5. jin yeh (12.01 am)
6. berlin (12.02 am)
7. karmun (12.03 am)
8. venis (12.05 am)
9. shanny (12.08 am)
10. ai wei (8.05 am)
11. li ying (9.03 am)
12. xin ying (10.06 am)
13. poh san (2.16 pm)
14. jia yong (5.03 pm)
15. meow yun (6.36 pm)
16. cindy (7.56 pm)
sum is greed me in msn...so i not sure wat time....ppl who greed me in msn or friendster is...
1. jian
2. kwan xiu
3. cisco
4. te sheng
5. lai hoong
6. yih nan
7. su ianne
(sory if 4get to write ur name....) *oni for those who greed me* haha....
today....i went out to celebrate....with her....2.15pm went for lunch....those food not delicious at all....but the ABC nice....hehe.....3pm went for movie...."district 9"....not a good movie....and we went back at 8pm....wait her to take taxi went home....and tat's all for my birthday....i'm happy....coz i receive my birthday present from her....^^
just waiting for her birthday now....03/03/2010....haiz....still so long....
Friday, July 17, 2009
2 month anniversary....
today...is our 2 month anniversary....time past so fast....i just feel like we din cpl for so long...coz never had bad thing happen between us...tat's y i feel so relax to couple wit her....n hapy till 4get bout the time too....^^
so....today she request me to go find her....ok...i promise her....whn 12.50pm i finish sch.....a bus that going to Sri Petaling LRT will reach at 1pm (tat's wat my fren told me)....so just finish sch thn i quickly rush to the bus stop to wait the bus.....all in my mind was "stupid bus....faster come lar...."
tat's y the time in bus stop is hard to pass....coz i really in rush....then at 1.30pm!!!!! the stupid bus finally come...damn!!! waste my half an hour....when i in bus....she sms me...asking me the bus have arrive or not??? i told her haven...XP
when till the half way to Sri Petaling LRT.....then only i told her i just naik bus.....haha....then when i reach the LRT....just wait bout 5 min...thn the LRT alr reach...but i told her....the LRT just pass....nid to wait the next train to come.....she was like "ZzzZzzz"
so when i alr reach the Cheras LRT station....then only i told her i just naik the LRT....she was so hapy....saying just wait more 20 min thn can c me jor....then i was thinking "haha....just wait 5 min oni lar...."
so just after bout 5 min....i already reach Pudu LRT station....i saw her walking into the 7-11 at LRT there....so i decide to "xia" her....haha...but failed jor...she saw me before i can "xia" her....T.T
then she like angry me....so i just hug her...n she smile dy...(luckily my this gf knw i like to play.....so she din angry...) XP
so we walk to time square....go have lunch at Mr. Tepanyaki there....saw alot of her fren there...n even her cousin....=.=''
after fns the time was 3.15pm....she nid to go tuition at 3.30pm....so we just hang around for 15min then we go to the same bus stop to wait the bus....bout 3.50pm like tat....the bus alr come n she naik tat bus....thn leave me alone at the bus stop...T.T
bout 4.15pm the bus arrive n i take tat bus to go home.....so....our 2 month anniversary....just bout 2 hour.....end up so fast...haiz.....now i waiting for 3 month anniversary to come.....
I MIZ U BABE NIE NIE!!!!!!
so....today she request me to go find her....ok...i promise her....whn 12.50pm i finish sch.....a bus that going to Sri Petaling LRT will reach at 1pm (tat's wat my fren told me)....so just finish sch thn i quickly rush to the bus stop to wait the bus.....all in my mind was "stupid bus....faster come lar...."
tat's y the time in bus stop is hard to pass....coz i really in rush....then at 1.30pm!!!!! the stupid bus finally come...damn!!! waste my half an hour....when i in bus....she sms me...asking me the bus have arrive or not??? i told her haven...XP
when till the half way to Sri Petaling LRT.....then only i told her i just naik bus.....haha....then when i reach the LRT....just wait bout 5 min...thn the LRT alr reach...but i told her....the LRT just pass....nid to wait the next train to come.....she was like "ZzzZzzz"
so when i alr reach the Cheras LRT station....then only i told her i just naik the LRT....she was so hapy....saying just wait more 20 min thn can c me jor....then i was thinking "haha....just wait 5 min oni lar...."
so just after bout 5 min....i already reach Pudu LRT station....i saw her walking into the 7-11 at LRT there....so i decide to "xia" her....haha...but failed jor...she saw me before i can "xia" her....T.T
then she like angry me....so i just hug her...n she smile dy...(luckily my this gf knw i like to play.....so she din angry...) XP
so we walk to time square....go have lunch at Mr. Tepanyaki there....saw alot of her fren there...n even her cousin....=.=''
after fns the time was 3.15pm....she nid to go tuition at 3.30pm....so we just hang around for 15min then we go to the same bus stop to wait the bus....bout 3.50pm like tat....the bus alr come n she naik tat bus....thn leave me alone at the bus stop...T.T
bout 4.15pm the bus arrive n i take tat bus to go home.....so....our 2 month anniversary....just bout 2 hour.....end up so fast...haiz.....now i waiting for 3 month anniversary to come.....
I MIZ U BABE NIE NIE!!!!!!
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
time pass so fast....and we hapily together......
wow....i just c the date....n it's alr 15/07/09.....since 17/05/09 till now.....nearly 2 month dy...i counting everyday....^^
so....friday will be our 2 month anniversary.......altought i cant bring u to go anywhere....coz i cant drive.....stilll just 16....n u will having tuition at 4pm.....cant even get to a movie.....haiz.....
but i was thinking....where to go.....i guess....oso go pudu de lar....erm.....go ts again??? ^^
ok lar....i decide dy.....went ts with u....^^
but other thing....do my mum allow??? i hope i sucess to "tam" her....n allow me to go ts with my lovely babe....n of coz sure duno is go with my babe de lar....jz say FRENZZ......hehe....
tat's all for today...haha....
so....friday will be our 2 month anniversary.......altought i cant bring u to go anywhere....coz i cant drive.....stilll just 16....n u will having tuition at 4pm.....cant even get to a movie.....haiz.....
but i was thinking....where to go.....i guess....oso go pudu de lar....erm.....go ts again??? ^^
ok lar....i decide dy.....went ts with u....^^
but other thing....do my mum allow??? i hope i sucess to "tam" her....n allow me to go ts with my lovely babe....n of coz sure duno is go with my babe de lar....jz say FRENZZ......hehe....
tat's all for today...haha....
Sunday, July 5, 2009
cheer 2009....
in this year cheer comp....wow....warriorz....get a prize!!! the best new-comer....cool....i wondering if i form a team nxt year...could i get this??? i hoping to form a team....but...the member....i guess will not more than ten....haiz....disapointed....
in tis year...the blitzerz won the champion...their routine really cool n nice...n dun have mistake too....wat a shock for the whole stadium....the different between the score for champion n 1st runner up (shirtliff) was 39!!!! a huge number!!!!
if i dint wrong...the score between 1st runner up n 2nd runner up only 0.6.....i'm sure it was nt more than 1 point....jz that 0.XX point....can affect the prize...haha....the stadium was crowd....alot ppl....the saturday supporter was less thn sunday....
i wondering....y sunday oni come??? cant come both day??? haha...the DJ was like so bu shuang....kip on "bhu..." the sunday supporter.....tis year alot teacher can say is being monkey....in front of all....haha....
but have a teacher really geng....althought she dance like....kinda weird....but her skill....geng lor...try to chech youtube have anot....haha.....
in the 1st day....i realy bored....all i can do is just sit at muriel supporter site...watching her from above....concern bout wat she doing....whn she look up....she jz cant c me....haiz....so damn bored....nth to do....no ppl pui me....T.T
when she finished perform....i went to meet her....we go out for a short walk...then went back in...haiz....jz tat a while....thn i was like....haiz....when the result has been annouced....her team cant get top 15....she was so sad...
i guess i'm smart enugh....i jz went to her n stand at her back without her realise me alr there....she sms me asking me where m i??? she wanted to c me....so i jz touch her shoulder....she turn back....n like..."so fast geh??" haha....
she cry....i wan to hug her....bt teacher was there....so i jz can kip on calling her to stop crying.....she din look at me when i an wei her....till when she go back....i asked her y dun choi me?? she say when cry the look very ugly....i realy ZADAO...
in the 2nd....she performing no. 5.....i whn there abit late....but luckily i din mizz out her routine....watch her performing...tis time i went to the most front row...watching her clearly....after she finish perform....she teman me the whole day....i really happy...
she teman me go anywhere i go....including finding my fren....so gud...^^
damn hapy in tis day.....we have spent for more than 3 hour togeter....it's enugh for me....better than ytrday....not even reach 2 hour meet.....
after tat....all ppl jz went back.....so do i.....so damn tired.....go back...eat...then sleep dy...ZZzzZzZ
in tis year...the blitzerz won the champion...their routine really cool n nice...n dun have mistake too....wat a shock for the whole stadium....the different between the score for champion n 1st runner up (shirtliff) was 39!!!! a huge number!!!!
if i dint wrong...the score between 1st runner up n 2nd runner up only 0.6.....i'm sure it was nt more than 1 point....jz that 0.XX point....can affect the prize...haha....the stadium was crowd....alot ppl....the saturday supporter was less thn sunday....
i wondering....y sunday oni come??? cant come both day??? haha...the DJ was like so bu shuang....kip on "bhu..." the sunday supporter.....tis year alot teacher can say is being monkey....in front of all....haha....
but have a teacher really geng....althought she dance like....kinda weird....but her skill....geng lor...try to chech youtube have anot....haha.....
in the 1st day....i realy bored....all i can do is just sit at muriel supporter site...watching her from above....concern bout wat she doing....whn she look up....she jz cant c me....haiz....so damn bored....nth to do....no ppl pui me....T.T
when she finished perform....i went to meet her....we go out for a short walk...then went back in...haiz....jz tat a while....thn i was like....haiz....when the result has been annouced....her team cant get top 15....she was so sad...
i guess i'm smart enugh....i jz went to her n stand at her back without her realise me alr there....she sms me asking me where m i??? she wanted to c me....so i jz touch her shoulder....she turn back....n like..."so fast geh??" haha....
she cry....i wan to hug her....bt teacher was there....so i jz can kip on calling her to stop crying.....she din look at me when i an wei her....till when she go back....i asked her y dun choi me?? she say when cry the look very ugly....i realy ZADAO...
in the 2nd....she performing no. 5.....i whn there abit late....but luckily i din mizz out her routine....watch her performing...tis time i went to the most front row...watching her clearly....after she finish perform....she teman me the whole day....i really happy...
she teman me go anywhere i go....including finding my fren....so gud...^^
damn hapy in tis day.....we have spent for more than 3 hour togeter....it's enugh for me....better than ytrday....not even reach 2 hour meet.....
after tat....all ppl jz went back.....so do i.....so damn tired.....go back...eat...then sleep dy...ZZzzZzZ
Friday, July 3, 2009
tml is cheer 2009!!!!
so fast...time passes so fast....tml is alr for cheer 2009!!!!
which mean isit the time for me to meet her??? yeah!!! i hope so....but damn...tml i nid to tuition...wat if i miz out her routine???? cant i dun go tuition??? lolx....=.=
the cheer comp strat at 9am til 6pm....but my tuition at 12.30pm to 3.30pm...wat if i really miz out her routine??? i gonna be very very sad......
erm.....will u (venis) go tml??? i want to c u...long time din c u dy...kinda miz u....haha....too bad u cant go for trianing...the lightest flyer...haiz...whn u will be back??? waiting u to come lor....waiting to cary u...haha....
ops...i din buy...PERSENT....omg.....nvm....i sure will replace it nxt time....ok??? i promise u...^^
let's talk bout in sch....today realy terible....whn at basketball court.....i can say is kena rogol by alot of my fren....my pant kena tanggal by them....lolx....at basketball court dude...public man!!! so teruk....haiz....nvm lar....jz playing....hope no other ppl saw.....haha....
which mean isit the time for me to meet her??? yeah!!! i hope so....but damn...tml i nid to tuition...wat if i miz out her routine???? cant i dun go tuition??? lolx....=.=
the cheer comp strat at 9am til 6pm....but my tuition at 12.30pm to 3.30pm...wat if i really miz out her routine??? i gonna be very very sad......
erm.....will u (venis) go tml??? i want to c u...long time din c u dy...kinda miz u....haha....too bad u cant go for trianing...the lightest flyer...haiz...whn u will be back??? waiting u to come lor....waiting to cary u...haha....
ops...i din buy...PERSENT....omg.....nvm....i sure will replace it nxt time....ok??? i promise u...^^
let's talk bout in sch....today realy terible....whn at basketball court.....i can say is kena rogol by alot of my fren....my pant kena tanggal by them....lolx....at basketball court dude...public man!!! so teruk....haiz....nvm lar....jz playing....hope no other ppl saw.....haha....
Monday, June 29, 2009
wow....so long din update....haiz....like nth to write lar.....cant meet her at all.....we stop seeing each other from 12/06/09 till now....i so miz her in my mind.....call her everynite whn holiday....up to 1 hour...my hp bill alr more thn RM100....jz for pak tor....i have use up kinda much of money....
i nid to start to save money.....i nid to learn driving....she told me tat she wont ride motor even i have 1...so i jz decide to listen wat my dai sou say...save the money for buy motor...n use to buy car....rite....i will save from now....^^
4/07/09.....coming soon....tis day...there will be a cheer competition held in bukit jalil stadium...i will be there to support....hope my fren will go too....so i have company....yeah....she have take part too.....i will always suport her in my heart....cant shout out....ltr my sch's team will say me bei pan zhe....haha....
jz wish these day can reach as fast as posible....i wanted to c her so much.....muackz....^^
love yue jing....will last long in my heart....
in just a sud...i remember of ur (meow) word...."there wont be 4ever love....jz 4ever hurt"....is tis true???
i kinda nt sure....but for sure i knw tat there's 4ever love n 4ever hurt too...maybe u have make wrong decision....which make u feel scare to love....but remember....if u realy nid anything or wat...jz find me ok meow??? i will take u as my kai mui 4ever....
hope i can realy talk to u nxt time....i realy dun hope to be like enemy....alr i have hurt u much....but i hope u 4give me n jz be like normal fren ok??? smile always ya...^^
i nid to start to save money.....i nid to learn driving....she told me tat she wont ride motor even i have 1...so i jz decide to listen wat my dai sou say...save the money for buy motor...n use to buy car....rite....i will save from now....^^
4/07/09.....coming soon....tis day...there will be a cheer competition held in bukit jalil stadium...i will be there to support....hope my fren will go too....so i have company....yeah....she have take part too.....i will always suport her in my heart....cant shout out....ltr my sch's team will say me bei pan zhe....haha....
jz wish these day can reach as fast as posible....i wanted to c her so much.....muackz....^^
love yue jing....will last long in my heart....
in just a sud...i remember of ur (meow) word...."there wont be 4ever love....jz 4ever hurt"....is tis true???
i kinda nt sure....but for sure i knw tat there's 4ever love n 4ever hurt too...maybe u have make wrong decision....which make u feel scare to love....but remember....if u realy nid anything or wat...jz find me ok meow??? i will take u as my kai mui 4ever....
hope i can realy talk to u nxt time....i realy dun hope to be like enemy....alr i have hurt u much....but i hope u 4give me n jz be like normal fren ok??? smile always ya...^^
Friday, June 12, 2009
holiday....last day.....
in this two week of holiday....i have alot of fun....n i have been to many place...such as mid, sunway, leisure mall, time square, pavilion, sungai wang....so many place....so enjoy....n of coz including meeting wit her lar.....^^
in tis holiday....i jz get to o out wit her jz like bout 3 to 4 time...so less...n the time we can spent today...nt more thn 4 hour....time jz pass so fast....haiz....
today i spent my time in sunway lagoon...from morning bout 10 till 5....7 hour playing in water...so tired....but reallh having alot of fun...at 5 pm...we went to bath n ready to go out....
whn i check my hp...i was totaly suprise....she sms me tell me tat she at sunway since 1pm....she has wait me for 4 hour...gosh....i shud have knw tis earlier...thn i go meet wit her....having dinner with REBELS in kfc...n wit her lar....
after tat....we went to training coz gonna have a competition soon....training till so suckzz.....afta tat....jz went home n slep...so tired....
in tis holiday....i jz get to o out wit her jz like bout 3 to 4 time...so less...n the time we can spent today...nt more thn 4 hour....time jz pass so fast....haiz....
today i spent my time in sunway lagoon...from morning bout 10 till 5....7 hour playing in water...so tired....but reallh having alot of fun...at 5 pm...we went to bath n ready to go out....
whn i check my hp...i was totaly suprise....she sms me tell me tat she at sunway since 1pm....she has wait me for 4 hour...gosh....i shud have knw tis earlier...thn i go meet wit her....having dinner with REBELS in kfc...n wit her lar....
after tat....we went to training coz gonna have a competition soon....training till so suckzz.....afta tat....jz went home n slep...so tired....
Friday, May 29, 2009
just right after exam time....enjoy in mid
today...i have alr started to going out...i go to mid valley wit my best heng dai...ryan...n 1 fren...yong jun...in tis time....so hapy....coz iwe having alot of joke...which is nt a serious joke...having some bad meaning joke....but we laugh alot....
whn we at mc at the top floor....we kip on gap lui...wat time wat time there have leng lui....haha....thn talk bout yong jun taste....thn me n ryan try to find a suitable gurl for her.....but i think we failed....thn ltr we went for a movie.....X-men....nice movie
whn in cinema...the main topic of the day have appear....yong jun supose to b a gud person...very guai....but today after me n ryan's "teaching"....he learn to gap lui....GENG!!! whn in cinema....it's kinda dark inside.....so me n ryan cant c any leng lui....jz can c those grul's body shape tat pass by our place....
in suden....me n ryan saw a nice body shape de gurl....thn we kip on talk talk talk....n yong jun suden like....duno how to say....he was like oso gap lui....so i ask him...wat u doing?? he say gap lui lar....can c dun waste...i was like 0.0''
learning so fast...haha....thn i tell ryan wat hapen in the cinema....we kip on laughing....whn the movie end....we jz go back....tat's all for today.....
whn we at mc at the top floor....we kip on gap lui...wat time wat time there have leng lui....haha....thn talk bout yong jun taste....thn me n ryan try to find a suitable gurl for her.....but i think we failed....thn ltr we went for a movie.....X-men....nice movie
whn in cinema...the main topic of the day have appear....yong jun supose to b a gud person...very guai....but today after me n ryan's "teaching"....he learn to gap lui....GENG!!! whn in cinema....it's kinda dark inside.....so me n ryan cant c any leng lui....jz can c those grul's body shape tat pass by our place....
in suden....me n ryan saw a nice body shape de gurl....thn we kip on talk talk talk....n yong jun suden like....duno how to say....he was like oso gap lui....so i ask him...wat u doing?? he say gap lui lar....can c dun waste...i was like 0.0''
learning so fast...haha....thn i tell ryan wat hapen in the cinema....we kip on laughing....whn the movie end....we jz go back....tat's all for today.....
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
exam weeks.....IS OVER!!!!!!!
wow.....so fast.....just a while....exam appear again.....haiz....exam exam....exam give me pressure....haiz....in the exam week....i nearly eveeryday study till 12am thn oni i go sleep....so tired......
but i have no choice....before exam dont wan to study....kip on dota dota....summore oso feed....haiz....neh....i promise myslf in the next term exam.....i will study as hard as posible....n oso do my revision as soon as posible....
say bout exam.....i gues i have failed 3 subjek.....1 is add math....which i have more than 10 question dunno how to do....n so my sejarah....still got 1 subjek.....PJK.....haha.....just ignore it...when having the pjk exam....my best fren....lim....which have being my best fren since form 1....n we also have study in the same class from form1 till now...form 4....4 years....
cool huh???.....when be with him...i really have alot of fun....making each other smile....till an idoit....but yet we enjoy.....haha....
ok....intro enugh....continue my story....oh ya...i saw his omr paper....we suppose to answer just oni 30 question.....but.....he ans 100 question....n the answer he coloured....the partern....is the same.....like example....a b c d a b c d like tat lar....
i ask him y so free meh??? he say ya lar.....pjk wor....haven take the question paper oso finish alr lar....lolx...geng....haha....
today....27/05/09.....my exam finish.....n of coz...the whole class scream like hell....so noisy....n start to play.....in my class....very "heng" shooting bottle caps....my ketua class try to shoot his fren....omg....nearly kena my akaun teacher....she knew alr n she call my ketua class....she scold him.....bla bla bla.....so noisy....haha.....exam over!!!!
but i have no choice....before exam dont wan to study....kip on dota dota....summore oso feed....haiz....neh....i promise myslf in the next term exam.....i will study as hard as posible....n oso do my revision as soon as posible....
say bout exam.....i gues i have failed 3 subjek.....1 is add math....which i have more than 10 question dunno how to do....n so my sejarah....still got 1 subjek.....PJK.....haha.....just ignore it...when having the pjk exam....my best fren....lim....which have being my best fren since form 1....n we also have study in the same class from form1 till now...form 4....4 years....
cool huh???.....when be with him...i really have alot of fun....making each other smile....till an idoit....but yet we enjoy.....haha....
ok....intro enugh....continue my story....oh ya...i saw his omr paper....we suppose to answer just oni 30 question.....but.....he ans 100 question....n the answer he coloured....the partern....is the same.....like example....a b c d a b c d like tat lar....
i ask him y so free meh??? he say ya lar.....pjk wor....haven take the question paper oso finish alr lar....lolx...geng....haha....
today....27/05/09.....my exam finish.....n of coz...the whole class scream like hell....so noisy....n start to play.....in my class....very "heng" shooting bottle caps....my ketua class try to shoot his fren....omg....nearly kena my akaun teacher....she knew alr n she call my ketua class....she scold him.....bla bla bla.....so noisy....haha.....exam over!!!!
Sunday, May 17, 2009
love is back....^^
today.....i guess i have found another love...but...wat i wory is...will tis time just same like before??....just for few days or weeks??? i not sure bout that.....
but....the truth is...i do love her....so i just take the risk to try....n i ask her to be my gf....she said yes...ok...here we start....my loving story....chapter 1 has being.....i just wondering when will the last chapter appear.....but for now i cant care too much....
we have alr sms just for 2 days...n start to having feel...n so on to be couple....nth much to say actually.....just to update my blog n my life too....i will appreciate tis love....i just dont hope to lost any love anymore...kinda sien alr...always oso break....i hope tis time i can stay long with her....tat's all......
but....the truth is...i do love her....so i just take the risk to try....n i ask her to be my gf....she said yes...ok...here we start....my loving story....chapter 1 has being.....i just wondering when will the last chapter appear.....but for now i cant care too much....
we have alr sms just for 2 days...n start to having feel...n so on to be couple....nth much to say actually.....just to update my blog n my life too....i will appreciate tis love....i just dont hope to lost any love anymore...kinda sien alr...always oso break....i hope tis time i can stay long with her....tat's all......
Friday, May 1, 2009
Mid...1st day go out with u...1st time talk to u....
today holiday.....so bored...i dun wan to be at home....so i jz think to follow ryan them go have fun....i sudenly think to ajak kye ernn go out....meet her in last year pmr seminar....long time din contact...sudenly contact back.....so jz ajak her keluar lar.....she say ok...
she say she wil go...but duno wat time...i was like =.="...........haiz....duno she really wan go out anot....but i jz go mid lar...to relax....have fun...put love story away.....till like 1pm.....she oso haven reach...that time i was like "aiyo...sure fong fei kei dy lar...oso nt very close...sure wont out de lar....."
so jz go play wit fren.....thn whn1.39pm....a msg appear....i reach dy...from kye ernn...i was like 0.0....got come wor....nt bad nt bad.....so i ask her where r u?? she say mph....mph??? where is it arh??? lolx....i less lepak at mid...so i duno where is it...so i call two of my fren bring me to there....
whn reach there...mph was so luas.....how to find her.....lolx.....thn i kip on turn around.....so i jz msg her where r u???....sudenly my fren call me dun msg her....go find her....c i gt yuan wit her anot.....thn i say....so late oni tell...ngam ngam send jor....thn he say....aiyo....tell her dun reply....tat time i was like =.="
she reply at magizine side there......so i go there.....whn i reach tat area...i saw a gurl wearing purple shirt.....but the gurl like coloured the hair de....i was thinking....cant be her bah~
so i jz sms her again asking wat shirt she where....she reply purple....oh....is she lar....
i go forward....say hi....thn was like nth to say....so i ask her where u wan to go??...she say wan stay at there see magazine....she say she will find me after tat...so i go out mph n go find my fren....after duno how long...she din find me....so i ask her....where r u?? she eating....=.=
jz now say will find me....now go eat....tipu me de....nvm lar.....so i go be wit fren at a place...duno call wat lar....so bored...thn i ask her again....where r u?? she still eating....so enjoy.....i ask where?? she reply sushi zanmai....=.='' tat shop jz in front of me....haha....my fren ask me to bring him so c she....so i jz pass by that shop outside there....my fren try to find a gurl wear purple shirt....
he behave like a bodoh.....so i jz cal him go lar....dun being stupid....thn my fren say....i ajak her keluar thn dun teman her....nt gud wor.....so ok lor.....i go find her.....i ask her haven finish eating?? she say finish.....so i say i wait u outside....she like dun believe me...but she say ok....
when she come out.....she was wit her sis....thn i go forward n ask her again....now u wan go where???.....she say toilet thn go jor....=.=''
my fren dulan....he tell me....aiyo....dun really wan go out de thn dun promise ppl say wan out lor....he tell me tat she very obvious dun wan pui me de.....he call me jz let her be wit her sis lar....
so i was like.....maybe gua....coz i oso nt close wit her....so i ma go away lor....she thn sms me ask me where m i??...i was like "huh??" "find me??"......i though she malu....dun wan walk wit me....so i wait her come down find me......
after tat duno wat hapen jor....seperate go again.....lame lor.....meet thn seperate....meet thn seperate....thn she say she at studio R.......thn go why pay more.......tat time i was in the da gei cheong....she saw me thn she come find me.....
say hi again....she say wan to play basketball....so i go lepak wit my fren 1st lor...oso in the same area.....my fren all call me go teman her lar.....thn pushing me here n there....lolx....nt i dun wan....is nth to say......
whn she turn up to play......i was 0.0.......her point is 386 or 387....if i din rmb wrong lar....walao....so geng.....so i oso go play lar....lolx...jz 146 thn kalah jor.....my fren all call me useless....lose to the gurl.....so no face tat time.....haha
thn all my fren go back jor.....i was alone....i whn to the carefour....from the top floor to the most bottom floor.....so far....jz to buy a sim card.....thn she say she at below the last floor......i though is was the most bottom floor....so i kip on turn n turn n turn....trying to find a shop name FOS.....
she call me n say its below the TOYCITY.....=.='''
i was behave like stupid jz now....so i went up....pass the sim card to her.....i tell her haven register de....she call me register for her....tat time wat i thinking is...."so lazy....."
haha...dun angry wor......after tat....whn in front of echo park de zen makan wit bro n dai sou.....after tat thn me n my bro go training at cheras.....oh ya....today i bought i jeans from echo park....damn nice n worth....limited edition again....jz for RM65......haha...my bro wan buy...but i buy 1st jor....haha......
she say she wil go...but duno wat time...i was like =.="...........haiz....duno she really wan go out anot....but i jz go mid lar...to relax....have fun...put love story away.....till like 1pm.....she oso haven reach...that time i was like "aiyo...sure fong fei kei dy lar...oso nt very close...sure wont out de lar....."
so jz go play wit fren.....thn whn1.39pm....a msg appear....i reach dy...from kye ernn...i was like 0.0....got come wor....nt bad nt bad.....so i ask her where r u?? she say mph....mph??? where is it arh??? lolx....i less lepak at mid...so i duno where is it...so i call two of my fren bring me to there....
whn reach there...mph was so luas.....how to find her.....lolx.....thn i kip on turn around.....so i jz msg her where r u???....sudenly my fren call me dun msg her....go find her....c i gt yuan wit her anot.....thn i say....so late oni tell...ngam ngam send jor....thn he say....aiyo....tell her dun reply....tat time i was like =.="
she reply at magizine side there......so i go there.....whn i reach tat area...i saw a gurl wearing purple shirt.....but the gurl like coloured the hair de....i was thinking....cant be her bah~
so i jz sms her again asking wat shirt she where....she reply purple....oh....is she lar....
i go forward....say hi....thn was like nth to say....so i ask her where u wan to go??...she say wan stay at there see magazine....she say she will find me after tat...so i go out mph n go find my fren....after duno how long...she din find me....so i ask her....where r u?? she eating....=.=
jz now say will find me....now go eat....tipu me de....nvm lar.....so i go be wit fren at a place...duno call wat lar....so bored...thn i ask her again....where r u?? she still eating....so enjoy.....i ask where?? she reply sushi zanmai....=.='' tat shop jz in front of me....haha....my fren ask me to bring him so c she....so i jz pass by that shop outside there....my fren try to find a gurl wear purple shirt....
he behave like a bodoh.....so i jz cal him go lar....dun being stupid....thn my fren say....i ajak her keluar thn dun teman her....nt gud wor.....so ok lor.....i go find her.....i ask her haven finish eating?? she say finish.....so i say i wait u outside....she like dun believe me...but she say ok....
when she come out.....she was wit her sis....thn i go forward n ask her again....now u wan go where???.....she say toilet thn go jor....=.=''
my fren dulan....he tell me....aiyo....dun really wan go out de thn dun promise ppl say wan out lor....he tell me tat she very obvious dun wan pui me de.....he call me jz let her be wit her sis lar....
so i was like.....maybe gua....coz i oso nt close wit her....so i ma go away lor....she thn sms me ask me where m i??...i was like "huh??" "find me??"......i though she malu....dun wan walk wit me....so i wait her come down find me......
after tat duno wat hapen jor....seperate go again.....lame lor.....meet thn seperate....meet thn seperate....thn she say she at studio R.......thn go why pay more.......tat time i was in the da gei cheong....she saw me thn she come find me.....
say hi again....she say wan to play basketball....so i go lepak wit my fren 1st lor...oso in the same area.....my fren all call me go teman her lar.....thn pushing me here n there....lolx....nt i dun wan....is nth to say......
whn she turn up to play......i was 0.0.......her point is 386 or 387....if i din rmb wrong lar....walao....so geng.....so i oso go play lar....lolx...jz 146 thn kalah jor.....my fren all call me useless....lose to the gurl.....so no face tat time.....haha
thn all my fren go back jor.....i was alone....i whn to the carefour....from the top floor to the most bottom floor.....so far....jz to buy a sim card.....thn she say she at below the last floor......i though is was the most bottom floor....so i kip on turn n turn n turn....trying to find a shop name FOS.....
she call me n say its below the TOYCITY.....=.='''
i was behave like stupid jz now....so i went up....pass the sim card to her.....i tell her haven register de....she call me register for her....tat time wat i thinking is...."so lazy....."
haha...dun angry wor......after tat....whn in front of echo park de zen makan wit bro n dai sou.....after tat thn me n my bro go training at cheras.....oh ya....today i bought i jeans from echo park....damn nice n worth....limited edition again....jz for RM65......haha...my bro wan buy...but i buy 1st jor....haha......
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
i'm really back to single jor....
in jz a few days time....u change alot....n even ur heart too....u change the person in ur heart....u kick me out....n put ur ex back into ur heart...wat i feel like jz....u take me like a person to teman u when ur ex break wit u...so now he love u back....n u love him back....
u say u cant trust him....say he got alot gurl outside.....tis tat lar....but the end...oso back to him....wat a lame story.....dun care izit he playing or bad??? coz u jz love him??....cool....nt bad.....i jz knw u r like.....if i treat u good....u love me....if he treat u good...u love him...rite??? u dun love me coz i treat u cool...so u leave me...
erm....maybe jz havent mature.....so little thing can lead to break up the relation....whn sumtime argue.....u were like "bla bla bla...." n i was like "bla bla bla...." isnt tat stupid??? tat's the reason the war begin....sumtime i din say anything doesnt mean u r rite...it just i dun wanna argue wit u....
i was waiting for something
something i really need from u
nobody will know cause nobody understand me
but now there's no nid to tell me u love me
cause i know tat he've changed
even my heart to u have changed to someone else
i have make my decision
i'm sory.....i'm really sory
i guess....all the love have reach the last chapter of my story....which lead to a damn sad ending.....i have lost everything i want....nt even a small piece of love to me left in ur heart.....i'm dead to u.....will it saty for long??? will it stay 4ever??.......or it jz a while??? wat shud i do???
i wanted to wait....but u kip on call me give up....some of my fren say...if u love her....let her go....let her b hapy...but i wan u......wat shud i do?? who shud i listen to??? my fren or myslf???
u say u cant trust him....say he got alot gurl outside.....tis tat lar....but the end...oso back to him....wat a lame story.....dun care izit he playing or bad??? coz u jz love him??....cool....nt bad.....i jz knw u r like.....if i treat u good....u love me....if he treat u good...u love him...rite??? u dun love me coz i treat u cool...so u leave me...
erm....maybe jz havent mature.....so little thing can lead to break up the relation....whn sumtime argue.....u were like "bla bla bla...." n i was like "bla bla bla...." isnt tat stupid??? tat's the reason the war begin....sumtime i din say anything doesnt mean u r rite...it just i dun wanna argue wit u....
i was waiting for something
something i really need from u
nobody will know cause nobody understand me
but now there's no nid to tell me u love me
cause i know tat he've changed
even my heart to u have changed to someone else
i have make my decision
i'm sory.....i'm really sory
i guess....all the love have reach the last chapter of my story....which lead to a damn sad ending.....i have lost everything i want....nt even a small piece of love to me left in ur heart.....i'm dead to u.....will it saty for long??? will it stay 4ever??.......or it jz a while??? wat shud i do???
i wanted to wait....but u kip on call me give up....some of my fren say...if u love her....let her go....let her b hapy...but i wan u......wat shud i do?? who shud i listen to??? my fren or myslf???
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
back to post.....
wow....c my last post was 10...today alr 22....12 day din post anything jor......i duno was u everyday open my blog n c???......i hope so.....haiz.....tis few day....u treating me so badly....so cool....do we look like couple??....i feel like not....coz i cant feel ur love....really cool to me....i hope u change urslf......jz if u really love me n wanna be wit me.....
but today u say....u like a person tat dun like to couple......i was like.....wat the hell????.....i work so hard....i suces to get u....at 1st u was treat me really like a bf.....but now....jz like normal fren.....nth else.....so....wat the hell happen actually??? i dun really knw......all just happen so fast....so fast till even i have lost sumthing i oso duno.....T.T
ytrday i ask u.....who will u choose....u say two oso dun wan.....wat orh??? he was ur EX!!!!! n NW i was ur BF.....ur BF u knw???!!!......i jz cant believe tat u was thinking who to choose.....ur EX come back kau u....so u jz think shud u accept him???....wont it be too guo fen???....one is past one is now.....will u willing to let go nw n go back to past????
now.....u jz like me abit....i was really sad for tat ans.....i jz cant believe tat u have alot ppl to admire....really alot.....tis lar tat lar.....wateva....i dun care.....althought ur heart was nt like b4....but i was.....problem always appear.......but we can solve it......rite??? so wat's the problem tat make u like me so little??? i hope to get the ans from u.....
tat's day for today.....i guess.....it was a stupid lovestory again.....carmen....emo post again huh??? haha....
but today u say....u like a person tat dun like to couple......i was like.....wat the hell????.....i work so hard....i suces to get u....at 1st u was treat me really like a bf.....but now....jz like normal fren.....nth else.....so....wat the hell happen actually??? i dun really knw......all just happen so fast....so fast till even i have lost sumthing i oso duno.....T.T
ytrday i ask u.....who will u choose....u say two oso dun wan.....wat orh??? he was ur EX!!!!! n NW i was ur BF.....ur BF u knw???!!!......i jz cant believe tat u was thinking who to choose.....ur EX come back kau u....so u jz think shud u accept him???....wont it be too guo fen???....one is past one is now.....will u willing to let go nw n go back to past????
now.....u jz like me abit....i was really sad for tat ans.....i jz cant believe tat u have alot ppl to admire....really alot.....tis lar tat lar.....wateva....i dun care.....althought ur heart was nt like b4....but i was.....problem always appear.......but we can solve it......rite??? so wat's the problem tat make u like me so little??? i hope to get the ans from u.....
tat's day for today.....i guess.....it was a stupid lovestory again.....carmen....emo post again huh??? haha....
Friday, April 10, 2009
today~ sad day
today....wat so important??? no!!!! its nt important....today fill up wit lot of sadness.....
today....u have leave me once more....from tat day we couple back....today....is the 3rd time.....i get very hurt....jz i treat u cool....thn u leave me....jz i bz wit sport thn u leave me.....did it prove u love me???.....
i duno....i duno the ans....i'm scare to be wit u....coz i will jz get hurt n hurt again n again.....if...if u love me.....u will change....but....if u dun.....u will think we better dun couple.....i have nth much to say.....but.....i have to tell....if....if u leave me once more......i scare i will lost the trust to u....i'm scare....so plz.....dun do it again....plz dun.....
i kip on hurting her....is just to be wit u.....she wait me for 4 month....but wat she get???...jz one day of relation....i was so damn sad....coz i have to make choice....haiz....so i hope u wont make me feel i'm regret make tis choice ok??? coz there's no turning back now.....
today.....realy fill up wit all sadness.....the feeling like in hell.....i have lost all my thing....all the thing i nid to kip me alive.....i have lost it....
izit mean i'm going to die soon???......i nt sure.....will i cry till i die???.....i nt sure....but for sure.....today....i have lost a important thing.....i lost a gurl's love.....i nid it so much....n yet...i lost it....
coz y?? her love has give to other boy.....wat can i do??? wat??? wat can cure u??? or wat can i do to kip ur love wit me??? nth??? tat's the ans??? i guess yes....tat's the ans.....any sick....do have the way to cure it....oni the sick of love.....there's no way to cure.....love..is the greatest weapon.....tat can lead sumone to die.....lead sumone to do stupid thing.......if love is tat powerful.....so harmful....y must god create it??? the ans is.....coz tat's how life should be....love can lead to happyness...lead to a new life....but....but love do oso lead to sadness.....crazyness....n oso it might lead us to our end of life.....
once.....once i nearly have been lead to the worst state....THE END......but luckily.....i sucess to realise there's alot choice we can make.....yes....we have to make choice....i have make alot of choice.....i have to choose....i decide to choose her.....but does it mean i dun like u??? no!!!! i still like u....but u dun....u have choose to start a new life.....ans me....did i be the worst bf ever u have??? ans me...
T.T....i duno wat to do now......
today....u have leave me once more....from tat day we couple back....today....is the 3rd time.....i get very hurt....jz i treat u cool....thn u leave me....jz i bz wit sport thn u leave me.....did it prove u love me???.....
i duno....i duno the ans....i'm scare to be wit u....coz i will jz get hurt n hurt again n again.....if...if u love me.....u will change....but....if u dun.....u will think we better dun couple.....i have nth much to say.....but.....i have to tell....if....if u leave me once more......i scare i will lost the trust to u....i'm scare....so plz.....dun do it again....plz dun.....
i kip on hurting her....is just to be wit u.....she wait me for 4 month....but wat she get???...jz one day of relation....i was so damn sad....coz i have to make choice....haiz....so i hope u wont make me feel i'm regret make tis choice ok??? coz there's no turning back now.....
today.....realy fill up wit all sadness.....the feeling like in hell.....i have lost all my thing....all the thing i nid to kip me alive.....i have lost it....
izit mean i'm going to die soon???......i nt sure.....will i cry till i die???.....i nt sure....but for sure.....today....i have lost a important thing.....i lost a gurl's love.....i nid it so much....n yet...i lost it....
coz y?? her love has give to other boy.....wat can i do??? wat??? wat can cure u??? or wat can i do to kip ur love wit me??? nth??? tat's the ans??? i guess yes....tat's the ans.....any sick....do have the way to cure it....oni the sick of love.....there's no way to cure.....love..is the greatest weapon.....tat can lead sumone to die.....lead sumone to do stupid thing.......if love is tat powerful.....so harmful....y must god create it??? the ans is.....coz tat's how life should be....love can lead to happyness...lead to a new life....but....but love do oso lead to sadness.....crazyness....n oso it might lead us to our end of life.....
once.....once i nearly have been lead to the worst state....THE END......but luckily.....i sucess to realise there's alot choice we can make.....yes....we have to make choice....i have make alot of choice.....i have to choose....i decide to choose her.....but does it mean i dun like u??? no!!!! i still like u....but u dun....u have choose to start a new life.....ans me....did i be the worst bf ever u have??? ans me...
T.T....i duno wat to do now......
Monday, March 30, 2009
I'm dying.....
想不想玩三角恋呢？无妨试下吧！ ans: wat san jiao lian?? me n her is over jor....plz lar....make it clear....
你的部落格..............令我恨你！恨你！恨死你！！！ ans: i jz hope to show her my last feeling to her....tis is the end of me n her....
也许最后跟你在一起的会是她哦 ans: so nw the problem is hapen again...i be back a toy....u give me back to her...wat for??.....
要不要？要的话，我做到的！ ans: no!!!!!!!!! if i wan...i alr do it...wat for i hurting her?? coz i love u....i alr hurt her so deep coz i too love u....i love a gurl n i hurt another gurl....i jz...feel like a did sumthing wrong....bt love is like tat....i have to choose....i have choose u!!!!...plz....think.....!!!!!
要办法可以让你洗脑，把我忘掉..把以前的会回忆通通都忘掉.... ans: there's no way...nth can make me forget bout u....if can...i very early alr forget u....but did i???....NO!!!! i hurt myslf so much is jz to kip u in my heart.....
我的泪不值得为你流！ ans: so wat now???
你那两颗心肝何时才能变回一个呢？ ans: it's changing....it becoming one...coz i feel ur love alot...tat's y i trying to let her go.....I'M TRYING!!!!!!!!!!! give me time plz.....
谁才是真真藏在你心底呢？ ans: you...meow yun....nt her...its true.....
今天，我感觉不到你的爱，也许，今天你把它献给了别人... ans: i din!!!! i kip it for u.....i din msg her tis few day jor....
可能，抛弃你的日子将会来临 ans: maybe my life oso will end soon....
yun...i jz want to tell u....u r the one kip me alive.....i'm living jz for u.....plz....dun leave me....plz....
你的部落格..............令我恨你！恨你！恨死你！！！ ans: i jz hope to show her my last feeling to her....tis is the end of me n her....
也许最后跟你在一起的会是她哦 ans: so nw the problem is hapen again...i be back a toy....u give me back to her...wat for??.....
要不要？要的话，我做到的！ ans: no!!!!!!!!! if i wan...i alr do it...wat for i hurting her?? coz i love u....i alr hurt her so deep coz i too love u....i love a gurl n i hurt another gurl....i jz...feel like a did sumthing wrong....bt love is like tat....i have to choose....i have choose u!!!!...plz....think.....!!!!!
要办法可以让你洗脑，把我忘掉..把以前的会回忆通通都忘掉.... ans: there's no way...nth can make me forget bout u....if can...i very early alr forget u....but did i???....NO!!!! i hurt myslf so much is jz to kip u in my heart.....
我的泪不值得为你流！ ans: so wat now???
你那两颗心肝何时才能变回一个呢？ ans: it's changing....it becoming one...coz i feel ur love alot...tat's y i trying to let her go.....I'M TRYING!!!!!!!!!!! give me time plz.....
谁才是真真藏在你心底呢？ ans: you...meow yun....nt her...its true.....
今天，我感觉不到你的爱，也许，今天你把它献给了别人... ans: i din!!!! i kip it for u.....i din msg her tis few day jor....
可能，抛弃你的日子将会来临 ans: maybe my life oso will end soon....
yun...i jz want to tell u....u r the one kip me alive.....i'm living jz for u.....plz....dun leave me....plz....
Sunday, March 29, 2009
to venis.....u= venis....yun= meow yun
yes....it jz a nigthmare...i will nvr treat u rude...the way i treat u will remine 4ever the same....plz dun be sad jor....after watching ur post....i'm jz like "HAIZ.....ITS OVER JOR....T.T....I CANT DO ANYTHING......" i realy sad....coz it over btw u n me....i knw....nw i with yun...but....b4....whn i sad...u make me hapy....i jz wan to say that....i'm sory to u.....i duno wat to do....i'm realy realy sory....sad sad sad....it's over nw.....jz for u...nt for me....i still like u....yun...dun blame me ok??....u make me smile whn we(me n yun) break jor....if yun angry see tis post...i oso cant delete it...coz tat's the true....but for sure...nw i with yun....so hope yun dun mind i telling all the true....i jz dun wan to kip in my heartx....very xin ku having secret in heartx....yes...i admit...i like u alot....coz u cute.....care bout me....n alot lar....i like u nt bout all this reason lar....i like u is coz.....i oso duno....coz love a ppl dun nid reason....it jz a feeling....n it's hard to disapper in my heartx....coz i'm nt a playboi anymore....it's hard for me to let u go.....but u did it....i cant stop u....so i guess nw i oni can love u secare curi curi....i knw....if i sms or chat wit u....i sure will get hurt or disapointed....coz u nt showing the love to me....but nvm....since u dun love me anymore but i still love u.....i willing to get hurt....as long i still love u.....i can stand anything jz for u....HAIZ....yun.....jz dun angry....ok?? tat's the true...i oso dun wan kip secret btw me n yun....coz we are couple....no secret btw couple.....tat's my rule....hope yun oso din kip secret from me.....thx.....
Thursday, March 26, 2009
i'm scare....Yun....T.T
“爱情不能让来让去的!”
ya...he's rite...tat's y i feel like i'm a toy to both of u...both oso like me...but din wan to be with me....i realy feel like i'm a toy...i nearly give up being coupl jor...haiz.....
秘密?? wat 秘密??? tell me lar....
我们是怎么相识的?? ai wei lor...hehe...u c her msg tim tat time...haha....
怎么会在一起?? becoz we love each other tat time....
怎么会散?? becoz i did alot wrong....i'm sory....
怎么又再次的一起了?? becoz u give me chance...thx yun...
yun...dun sum tong anymore...nw i jz wan to knw tat u love me thn enugh jor....n u alr prove it to me...thx...but 1 thing i dun understand....y??....y sudenly u will love me so much n appreciate me??....wat make u change???
ya...he's rite...tat's y i feel like i'm a toy to both of u...both oso like me...but din wan to be with me....i realy feel like i'm a toy...i nearly give up being coupl jor...haiz.....
秘密?? wat 秘密??? tell me lar....
我们是怎么相识的?? ai wei lor...hehe...u c her msg tim tat time...haha....
怎么会在一起?? becoz we love each other tat time....
怎么会散?? becoz i did alot wrong....i'm sory....
怎么又再次的一起了?? becoz u give me chance...thx yun...
yun...dun sum tong anymore...nw i jz wan to knw tat u love me thn enugh jor....n u alr prove it to me...thx...but 1 thing i dun understand....y??....y sudenly u will love me so much n appreciate me??....wat make u change???
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
Sunday, March 22, 2009
C3 competition...R for wat?? REBELS!!!!!
today....so damn hapy....going to cheer comp man....my 1st time...haiz...althought lose...but i get to c alot of team...even the "rainbow"....walao....they all so geng...i so hope to be like them...but 1 thing i dun wan to be like them...is...erm...wan to tell anot leh??...aiyo...ok lar...here's the thing...most of the ppl in the rainbow team....like me...0.0''
nvm...i oso terkejut...haha...biar lar...tat day i oso be close wit them...to show my friendly attitude...but nt my gay attitude...i'm nt gay....haha...i hope to c they perform again...really so so so geng....but...coz of their stunt too geng...alr langgar the rule...gosh...they din get the 1st place...haiz...sory to u all guy....but i think u all hapy lar....coz ur hp gt my pic jor...=.=''....haha...n here come...the second runner up stunt group.....REBELS TEAM C!!!!!....cool...gosh...lai hoong was so hapy till jump here n there....haha...i saw tat...jz admit it lai hoong....member are lai hoong, my bro kelvin, ah yong, fiona, n ayu....congratz...let continue on wit the first runner up stunt group...REBELS TEAM A!!!.....congratz...the member are kim swee (our coach), wai min (ur name izit like tat?? sory..XD), kimmy, n ah kit....wow...nw here come the 1st place of the stunt group....gosh...ivy was so scare....so i gave her a hug...hope to calm her down...haha...n the winner is.....REBELS TEAM....B!!!!.....wow...the crowd....so high...all of them shouting...even me lar...XP...n here come our slogan....=.= "GOOD JOB GOOD JOB....GOOD JOB GOOD JOB....."haha...the member are siew wai, wah zai, ivy, ivan, n my best cute fren...shanny...^^ congratz to u all....they oso took the 1st place in the international team competition....geng....walao....kim swee's hope was full fill....like jz wat he hope....rebels stunt group win the 1st, 2nd, n 3rd place....haha....rebels become famous nw.....jz in the one day.....so...the competition end up wit happy mood...n bout me...end up wit taking alot alot pic wit the rainbow team....nt i wan..they jz tarik me....aiyo...nvm lar....they so geng...i'm glad to take pic wit them too...haha...but mz rmb...i'm nt gay...haha....so nw...time to celebrate....we all go to kim gary makan....lolx...all so blur...order the food jor....but whn serve to us...nobody de...lame...haha....so tat's all....we went back home after finish eating...we oso take alot pic...n here is our pic....enjoys REBELS!!!!!
nvm...i oso terkejut...haha...biar lar...tat day i oso be close wit them...to show my friendly attitude...but nt my gay attitude...i'm nt gay....haha...i hope to c they perform again...really so so so geng....but...coz of their stunt too geng...alr langgar the rule...gosh...they din get the 1st place...haiz...sory to u all guy....but i think u all hapy lar....coz ur hp gt my pic jor...=.=''....haha...n here come...the second runner up stunt group.....REBELS TEAM C!!!!!....cool...gosh...lai hoong was so hapy till jump here n there....haha...i saw tat...jz admit it lai hoong....member are lai hoong, my bro kelvin, ah yong, fiona, n ayu....congratz...let continue on wit the first runner up stunt group...REBELS TEAM A!!!.....congratz...the member are kim swee (our coach), wai min (ur name izit like tat?? sory..XD), kimmy, n ah kit....wow...nw here come the 1st place of the stunt group....gosh...ivy was so scare....so i gave her a hug...hope to calm her down...haha...n the winner is.....REBELS TEAM....B!!!!.....wow...the crowd....so high...all of them shouting...even me lar...XP...n here come our slogan....=.= "GOOD JOB GOOD JOB....GOOD JOB GOOD JOB....."haha...the member are siew wai, wah zai, ivy, ivan, n my best cute fren...shanny...^^ congratz to u all....they oso took the 1st place in the international team competition....geng....walao....kim swee's hope was full fill....like jz wat he hope....rebels stunt group win the 1st, 2nd, n 3rd place....haha....rebels become famous nw.....jz in the one day.....so...the competition end up wit happy mood...n bout me...end up wit taking alot alot pic wit the rainbow team....nt i wan..they jz tarik me....aiyo...nvm lar....they so geng...i'm glad to take pic wit them too...haha...but mz rmb...i'm nt gay...haha....so nw...time to celebrate....we all go to kim gary makan....lolx...all so blur...order the food jor....but whn serve to us...nobody de...lame...haha....so tat's all....we went back home after finish eating...we oso take alot pic...n here is our pic....enjoys REBELS!!!!!
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Sory~~~
today...v b back fren jor....but u din make me happy oso...haiz...disapointed...thn...u still make me sad today...wat i tryin to say is...ivan will scold me if he knw i treat u badly....nt he scold me jor...understand???...u still dare to tell him n ask him...he call me....n really scold me....tat time...i feel damn disapointed to u....he is one of my best fren...we r a group...me, my bro, francis, ivan, n kim ing...we have be a group for long time...our relation is the best....thn u make him misunderstand n scold me...tat time i really hate u....i get too fed up to u...thn i have decide...to leave u...maybe u will oni appreciate me after i leave u...yes...u realy jz like wat i thought....u behave like tat....jz making me to think back bout meow yun....i so fan nw...i feel like i loving two gurl...1 is dun realy love me de...1 so damn love me...i so confuse...so i ask my fren...i call him as "the master mind"...the way he think...so geng...so i ask him...he oso tell me alot thing....he ask me...who do u love nw...i ask myslf...my heart reply...is M.Y. more thn venis...y?? y will tis hapen??....venis so love me...y will i love meow yun so much...i think the ans is...1st...i meet her earlier n i love her earlier....she show me too much love b4.....we have too much memory togeter....too sweet n too deep til it bcome my nightmare everytime i think bout it...i'm so sory to treat u like tat meow yun...sory....i knw...tis will hurt u(venis)....but i have to make it clearly...so i wont hurt u(venis)....i dun wan to hurt u coz i knw u love me....i appreciate ur love...but i knw myslf....i dun wan to bluf u...i stil love her..coz she love me so much b4....n i hurt her...nw is the time for me to get hurt n stay on loving her....i duno y....sumtime i feel...u(venis) is important to me...but once i saw her pic....all the memory...all the time v past through togeter...jz come into my mind n disturb me...maybe i really haven let her go completely....sory..i knw u get hurt nw...but...i dun wan to be unfair to u....i jz hope i can be back wit her.....if u really love me...i guess u will jz like me....u wont stop loving me....maybe lar..u will be like tat if u really realy love me....i wan to ask u(meow yun) a ques...can u 4give me bout all my past n start a new life wit me??
The End??!! ...LOL...Of Coz No Lar....
today....is our 1st day to being couple...u so hapy....me too....but..wat u did...broke my heartx...alot alot...till i nearly wan to leave u...thn i think...shud i repeat my old mistake??...i'm scare...i scare i will lost u...but i oso scare to get hurt from u....i dun wan to be sad anymore coz of love...i suffer too much whn i loving meow yun...i dun wan to suffer anymore while loving u....haiz....so i decide to give u a chance again...erm...but y u din learn from ur mistake...u broke my heartx once n once n once....damn....i so angry....n so sad...i get hurt again...so i have to decide...n did sumthing tat is realy bad...i decide to leave u...althought i leave u n no being ur bf...but my hert...still gt u....maybe u cry...but i cant care too much...i dun wan to get hurt anymore from the gurl i love...maybe whn i leave u...u will change...if u realy change...thn i will be back wit u....u din make me hapy at all today...u jz saying urslf very sad...yes...i knw u sad...but i oso sad...n hurt....i think myslf....izit u r my true love???...i cant find out the ans...i dun wan to gues...coz i scare i'm wrong...i'm too scare if i make u dun love me anymore....jz like wat i did to meow yun...i have make her stop loving me anymore....i damn regret....but now...i dun wan to be regret anymore....i will decide to acept u back once u change...i promise...i wont stop loving u....
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
plz...let me knw...
act i wondering...do u really love me de??...y i cant feel ur love???....plz...let me knw u really love me de...plz....
Sunday, March 8, 2009
i still loving u....how???
today morning....go train cheer...bad mood....haiz....nvm lar....sad story shud be short....haiz....y?...y i cant 4get u???.....y y y???....even u jz knw how to hurt me...bt y i still wan to let u hurt me n kip on loving u???...y???....izit coz i'm too love u???....but y??...i so love u...n u jz dun wan to acept me back???....ur post....u say u jz can like him....supporting him...tat's who???....i wan to knw...plz tell me....n i wan to knw....do u still love me???...do u??....i dun understand.....y ppl will get so hurt for love...but yet they wan to fall in love....y??....izit god create tis love till so powerful???...till can make ppl do stupid stupid thing to get the love....act wat is love???....who knw???....i oso duno....but y will i fall in love wit the gurl tat hurt me so much???....everytime she hurt me....i love her more n more...i cant let her go...even today i say to myslf...."ok...today i let her go...she will 4ever gone in my heatx..." but y tml she will appear in my heartx again???....izit the memory whn we togeter is too deep till i cant "delete" u from my heartx???....i think yes....our memory...is too deep for me....i cant stop thinking bout u....i break my own record....i have wait u more thn 1 month....n of coz i get hurt oso nt little bit lar....but i'm glad....finally...i so true heartx....thx to u.... thx....n sory~
Friday, March 6, 2009
tat's THE END....
today....having exam....erm...ok ok lar....cant finsih all my essay....for chinese, bm, n bi essay all i oso cant finish....i'm dead...today afternoon....u reply my morning msg....dun nid to find u anymore.....0.0"....i jz think....wat hapen???.....tat time i was so angry....coz i din do anything wrong....so i jz do wat i shud....kip on beg u again...i msg u so so many time...u din even wan to reply my msg once....so i get fed up that time....i was so angry...n mad...but i knw tis will make the situation get worst....so i cool down myslf 1st....thn i continue find u....i call my mui to msg u....ask u y wan to fen...thn u still can say..."FEN MA FEN LAR....MEI YOU SHEN ME DONG XI DE MA...." thn i reaction is (0.0)....ok...wat jz hapen??....i kip on beg u in the whole afternoon....but yet u jz dun wan to give mee chance....but wat i can say is....u r wrong...u misunderstand jor....i din msg u alot coz i have to study.....every morning i did msg saying elo to u....but u nvr reply me once....at nite....whn msg wit u....sudenly u wont reply me anymore....so i duno u sleep dy or not....so i jz go sleep n din msg to u saying gud nite.....tat's the point u wan to fen wit me???....izit too over???....dun u feel tat???....cant u jz ti liang me???....its realy having alot presure in form 4....i think u wont care.....i feel tat u where too ji dong....jz a lit thing thn wan to fen....ok...i admit...i din realy care bout u in tis few day...coz i having exam man.....think lar....n all my hope is at 16/3...tat day u say u will go to sunway wit me n ur fren....i decide to put all my effort at tat day to show u wat have i change...how i can make u hapy....but u duno....n u jz think i dun care bout u....wat the fxxk lar....i work so hard to get u back....u think i will dun care bout u huh??....thn wat for i drop so much tear??...plz lor....think lar....but too bad...i fail to hold our relation till tat day...today alr broke jor....i dun wan to tell u coz i jz hope it can be a suprise for u....to let u knw how much i love u....how much i have change...but u din give me a chance....u get fed up of me 2day....on 2/3......whn u acept me back...i knw....u dun really love me de....but i jz kip quiet....coz i believe tat myslf can make u love me more....who knw i fail again....so...tat's the end of my 2nd true love....i realy regret for wat i did in past...but i did try to change...jz u dun wan to acept....so....today...i decide to let u go....tat's all...tat's the end of us.....tat's the end of my pain too....meow yun...i wan to say....u r really a gud gurl n a gud gf too....but sumtime u very ji dong de.....n i jz wan to say...thx for love me so much....SORY~
Saturday, February 28, 2009
my ans....
i duno...i jz.....cant let u go....i cant!!!!...i really cant.....
the 10 thing....i alr try my best to do it....whn i ask u....u say i did....so i jz believe it....i duno y u wan to lie to me....i realy duno....bt i'm angry....coz i try so hard to change for u....n u dun care....n jz simply say yes u did yes u did....wat u wan???.....
yes....i did...i admit....i be nice to venis....coz she love me....i wan to care bout her...coz i knw wat is the feeling whn the one u love doesnt care bout u....bt do u knw???.....everytime u jz think tat i love her....ok...i admit...i did love her....but jz abit....coz she is the one who make me hapy....CAN U THINK....IT JZ LIKE U N FRANCIS.....he make u hapy everytime u sad....thn u love him alr....rite???....is the same.....RITE??!!!! izit the same???....u ask urslf!!!!
u think i dun nid u huh????....u jz duno the true story...whn in sch...i always talk bout u....wit my fren....everytime i tell my fren...meow yun dun wan me anymore....n everytime i told them....i nearly cry out....they jz an wei me....thn i feel beter jor....if nt u go ask ivy n kimmy....u go ask them...izit in tis few day i gt sms them n ask them wat should i do...u ask them....everytime i oso tell them i cant let u go i cant let u go....till they get fed up n scold me....today...kimmy jz scold me....she call me to b open minded....i say i cant....thn she say....it ur prob thn....if u chose nt to let her go...thn other ppl say wat oso cant help u jor....c...even them oso get fed up of me....coz of wat....coz i dun wan to let u go n kip on hurt myslf....
i very regret....to treat u like tat....i duno y....everytime i lost sumthing oni i regret...izit tat's wat ppl always do???.....can i go ask the god???.....how to meet wit the god???....izit whn v die thn we can meet the god???.....i wan to ask the god tis question nw....izit mean tat i have to die nw???
the 10 thing....i alr try my best to do it....whn i ask u....u say i did....so i jz believe it....i duno y u wan to lie to me....i realy duno....bt i'm angry....coz i try so hard to change for u....n u dun care....n jz simply say yes u did yes u did....wat u wan???.....
yes....i did...i admit....i be nice to venis....coz she love me....i wan to care bout her...coz i knw wat is the feeling whn the one u love doesnt care bout u....bt do u knw???.....everytime u jz think tat i love her....ok...i admit...i did love her....but jz abit....coz she is the one who make me hapy....CAN U THINK....IT JZ LIKE U N FRANCIS.....he make u hapy everytime u sad....thn u love him alr....rite???....is the same.....RITE??!!!! izit the same???....u ask urslf!!!!
u think i dun nid u huh????....u jz duno the true story...whn in sch...i always talk bout u....wit my fren....everytime i tell my fren...meow yun dun wan me anymore....n everytime i told them....i nearly cry out....they jz an wei me....thn i feel beter jor....if nt u go ask ivy n kimmy....u go ask them...izit in tis few day i gt sms them n ask them wat should i do...u ask them....everytime i oso tell them i cant let u go i cant let u go....till they get fed up n scold me....today...kimmy jz scold me....she call me to b open minded....i say i cant....thn she say....it ur prob thn....if u chose nt to let her go...thn other ppl say wat oso cant help u jor....c...even them oso get fed up of me....coz of wat....coz i dun wan to let u go n kip on hurt myslf....
i very regret....to treat u like tat....i duno y....everytime i lost sumthing oni i regret...izit tat's wat ppl always do???.....can i go ask the god???.....how to meet wit the god???....izit whn v die thn we can meet the god???.....i wan to ask the god tis question nw....izit mean tat i have to die nw???
ur post....
u dn trust me?
fine..u trust or dn trust i dn care..
but i really din find him from tat day..
how bout u?
can trust u?
sory! can't!! I CAN'T TRUST U!!!
U stil rmb the 10 things?
ya.. that u ask me rite?
ALL my ans jz fake.. i jz wish i wish will more love U!!!
finally can't!!
U said u love me?
ya!! u r..Don kai lui??
NO!!! U GOT!!!
i'm always nt bside u how cn i knw u gt anot??
even got also din tell me~!!!
U nid me?!!
NO~!! U don need~!!!
Why wan like tis?
From now i really regret for know u..
DAMN REGRET!!
Y i wan call ai wei intro u to me?
haiz.. why?
fine..u trust or dn trust i dn care..
but i really din find him from tat day..
how bout u?
can trust u?
sory! can't!! I CAN'T TRUST U!!!
U stil rmb the 10 things?
ya.. that u ask me rite?
ALL my ans jz fake.. i jz wish i wish will more love U!!!
finally can't!!
U said u love me?
ya!! u r..Don kai lui??
NO!!! U GOT!!!
i'm always nt bside u how cn i knw u gt anot??
even got also din tell me~!!!
U nid me?!!
NO~!! U don need~!!!
Why wan like tis?
From now i really regret for know u..
DAMN REGRET!!
Y i wan call ai wei intro u to me?
haiz.. why?
my answer is....
yeah....i knw....i too over....coz i din msg u...bt i'm bz wit my hw....i have to study....coz if i din get gud result....my mum will rampas my hp...my comp....n even will rampas away all my sport time....i knw...its nt important to u....but its important to me....u knw how much i love sport rite???...i have no choice....i'm sory....i really really sory for tis....
ur post....
Y u din msg me?
even msg also the little bit!WAT THE HELL~
I reply u at afternoon..
thn oni u reply me at night..
WAT THE!!Jz the 1 msg oni?!!
F***
even msg also the little bit!WAT THE HELL~
I reply u at afternoon..
thn oni u reply me at night..
WAT THE!!Jz the 1 msg oni?!!
F***
tat all wat i wan to say....
ok...here is the ans....y i cant find topic to chat....y cant i make u haoy....is all bout u....u r the one who dun wan to be hapy n u dun wan to company me....whn i reply sumthing....u jz reply emm...oh....en....ok....lol....=.=....
how i continue to chat???....can u think???....n nt i dun wan to make u hapy n be sweet to u....i think i alr try my best....is u again...u dun wan to let me make u hapy....i did say i love u everytime...but u jz reply oh....but IF IS FRANCIS.....whn he say i love u to u....wat u will do??....of coz is smile n jump here n there hapily....do u knw y tat's diferent for me n him whn saying i love u???.....coz in ur heart.....u hate me...even how i care bout u....u wont care....in ur heart u love him....of coz even a little word like muackz its enugh to make u hapy.....izit true??? try to think....izit wat i'm saying is true??? think....is u dun wan to give chance to me.....
how i continue to chat???....can u think???....n nt i dun wan to make u hapy n be sweet to u....i think i alr try my best....is u again...u dun wan to let me make u hapy....i did say i love u everytime...but u jz reply oh....but IF IS FRANCIS.....whn he say i love u to u....wat u will do??....of coz is smile n jump here n there hapily....do u knw y tat's diferent for me n him whn saying i love u???.....coz in ur heart.....u hate me...even how i care bout u....u wont care....in ur heart u love him....of coz even a little word like muackz its enugh to make u hapy.....izit true??? try to think....izit wat i'm saying is true??? think....is u dun wan to give chance to me.....
tat is your post
"actually i like B[A=kenneth;B=francis]
but A very love me.. wat should i do?
but A nth to chat v me,n also dn knw hw to find topic..
1 time.. i sick,my mui also at the same time..
But he more care bout his kai mui.. damn sad tat time..
thn i go tell B.. B very sayang me..always care bout me..
always make me happy n sweet..
But i stupid til Call him dn msg me n i wont find him again..
cauz i wan concentratte on A.. haiz.. kinda regret..I hurt him so much.."
but A very love me.. wat should i do?
but A nth to chat v me,n also dn knw hw to find topic..
1 time.. i sick,my mui also at the same time..
But he more care bout his kai mui.. damn sad tat time..
thn i go tell B.. B very sayang me..always care bout me..
always make me happy n sweet..
But i stupid til Call him dn msg me n i wont find him again..
cauz i wan concentratte on A.. haiz.. kinda regret..I hurt him so much.."
Thursday, February 26, 2009
i still waiting....
i very miz u....i still waiting for u.....haiz....my life still bored coz i haven get u back....i really very regret....i love u....muackz....
Sunday, February 22, 2009
wat happen??!!! i so confuse....
tis time i ask u...."do u like him??"....thn u reply "NO!"...WAt???!!!!....wat's going on???......y ur ans will kip on changing???......it jz like sumtime u say u like me.....sumtime u say dun...wat is tis all bout....a test???......thn i ask u..."do u like me??".... u reply ...."abit".....so wat's hapen again???......thn i ask...."izit u wan to avoid from loving him so u cal me to make u love me back??"....thn u say..."i had choose u"....WOW!!! really?? izit true???....its like u giving me hope again...but i'm scare too...coz ltr u will break my heart again....u oso say u will concentrate on me....so izit mean that my chAnce is high???.....i hope so.....i really wan to be wit u.....i dun wan hope...i wan!!!.....
Do u really love him???
haiz....everytime u say "y cant u make me hapy like francis did?"...i will be very very sad....i wil think tat..."izit u love him???"...my mind was full wit question mark....wat shud i do nw???.....his my fren....thn i ask u..."izit u like him??"....thn u reply..."yes.." wat??!!!....u really like him??....oh gosh....wat can i do nw???....i was so sad at tis time....wat can i do???...anyone can lead me to a beter situation??.....haiz.....no one can....GOD....help me plz....i dun wan to suffer in pain anymore....u told me u dun like me anymore....oh my god....after suffer so much pain jz to get u to like me back for a little bit...nw u lost it....its nt the mater of wasting my time...is i dun wan to get more pain....the more u hurt me...the more i wan u to get back wit u....wat shud i do....??? help me....i sms u for alot of msg....but u din reply....maybe u haven finish training....but all the msg is true...i really mean it....i hope u knw how much i nid u....how much i love u....Meow Yun....
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Did u????
i wondering....do u still like me....do ur heart really have me???.....whn u say i love u to me....do u really mean it????.....or jz say to make me stop crying???.....nw my hapiness all burn up bcome dust....its all gone....my light in life....where is it???.....WHERE??!!!.....my sadness is back....n i start droping tear again....my old life where back....life tat full wit sadness....problem...tears....i realy love u meow yun....plz....
I NID U MEOW YUN
"I'm nt ANgry for ANything on ur BLog...N also no feelings...GIVE UP!!try to follow she...IF u'r really CAre bout her...U GO!GO! GO!!Don waste her time for waiting u..KENNETH TAN KOON MING... " (i...duno wat to say....i care bout her....doesnt mean i nid to follow her....its like i care bout ur mui....ai wei....but i dun love her....i jz care....coz she's my fren....ur mind is too childish....try to ask ur FRANCIS......ask him...izit care mean love????...GO!!!!! ask him......he has a great mind of thinking....i dare to admit....i ask him b4....shud i continue to love a gurl tat doesnt like me even abit or care bout me???....thn he say..."if me....i will...." so tat wat i did....continue to love u....but i sure nw u thinking tat i jz do coz tat wat he say....NO!!!!....i jz nid ppl to advise me.....control me.....i really love u....but jz u dun value my true heart....wat can i do???....kip on waiting???.....Yes....i will....even u wan me to use my blood to write ur name....i can....its nt pain....coz no mater how oso nt pain as my heart....i really love u....n i nid u....)
Stupid thing huh????
"WELl..Kenneth...MayBe Venis is te 3th girl who loves u so much N MUCH!with true heartx...YA.!!SHe LOve U!!SHE do STUPID THINGS B'COZ OF U!!IF me??I wont!I wont to stupid things for U..REmember!I wont~..." (yes....maybe....but wat can i do??? call she stop love me???.....she wanna be wit me.....but i wanna be wit U!!!!.....she might be the 3rd gurl....so???.....i nid to acept her love???.....NO!!!!!....coz in my heart got U!!!!!......i dun care u will do anything or nt....all i nid is ur love....n ur heart......)
all is bout her huh???
"I don knw who r U..N i dn knw Y r'u so SO~~ LOVe HIM til do stupid thingS!! WAT for?" (she is the one who cheer me up whn i feel sad....yes...i knw wat u thinking....u will call me go kau her or wateva fucking thing rite???......but fuck it....i wont do it....coz all i knw is i care bout her....n i love u....i CARE BOUT HER.....N I LOVE U.....U!!!! meow yun.....plz read properly.....)
when see jor ur msg very gek sam u knw?
"when see jor ur msg very gek sam u knw?Haiz..View jor ur msg lagi no mood.." (wat msg i sent to make u no mood???.....huh??.....all msg i sent nearly is bout trying to make u hapy....n beging u to acept me back....saying i still love u very much.....tat's wat will make u no mood huh???.....izit???!!!....tell me!!!!!.....)
HOw coulu U CN"T MAKE ME HAPPY LIKE FRANCIS?!!!
"HOw coulu U CN"T MAKE ME HAPPY LIKE FRANCIS?!!" (wat??!!!....i tohught i did try....i think b4....n i feel tat....the main prob....is his ur fren.....n i'm ur enemy....wat i did....u wont care....u wont feel it.....izit tat's y u wont be hapy or having any feel whn i alr try my best to make u hapy???.....i din change my way to making gurl hapy....its still the same....last time whn i say anything.....u will reply thx dar....or wateva....but nw....u 100% will oni reply..."oh"...."emm"...."hmm"...."en".....wat to do???...i alr try....but jz u dun feel hapy doesnt mean i cant......maybe u like francis....so tat even little bit word can make u smile.....but for me.....even i cut out my heart u oso wont smile or cry....wat can i do????....who the fucking can help me....????.....god....plz....let me out of this hell....i dun wanna be in the dark n hot hell......it jz will cover all my bright in my life n burn up all my hapiness.....oh god...plz....)
tis is for u de....Meow Yun....
"Izit I'm lying myself?"
"Izit I'm forcing myself to love u?"
"Izit my heart gt a little space of u?"
" Izit tat correct for chosing U??"
wat??!!!....u duno???....after giving me so much hope....c...tat's wat i say...u always giving me hope...but thn u will broke my heart...after viewing ur tis post....my heart broke jor....i asking myslf...."izit tat's no way to bring up our relation again???.....or u jz testing my patient everyday???....jz to c izit i love u tat much....izit???"....i so confuse.....i duno wat to do....wat can i do??....wat SHUD i do???...anyone???.....anyone cn come to help me???...the ans is no....oni u....r the main key....to open this lock....let me knw the ans....oni u.....can light up my life....let me be hapy....coz u r my everything.....i love u....Meow Yun.....
"Izit I'm forcing myself to love u?"
"Izit my heart gt a little space of u?"
" Izit tat correct for chosing U??"
wat??!!!....u duno???....after giving me so much hope....c...tat's wat i say...u always giving me hope...but thn u will broke my heart...after viewing ur tis post....my heart broke jor....i asking myslf...."izit tat's no way to bring up our relation again???.....or u jz testing my patient everyday???....jz to c izit i love u tat much....izit???"....i so confuse.....i duno wat to do....wat can i do??....wat SHUD i do???...anyone???.....anyone cn come to help me???...the ans is no....oni u....r the main key....to open this lock....let me knw the ans....oni u.....can light up my life....let me be hapy....coz u r my everything.....i love u....Meow Yun.....
Friday, February 20, 2009
u finaly update ur blog.....
hemm....finally....new thing appear in ur blog....i go n see....n in my mind all is..."holy shit"....is nt talking bout ur post is suckz...is me....myslf is suckz.....how can i cant realise that u waiting me to talk to u....damn hate myslf.....i have lost a good chance....to talk wit the gurl i love the most.....haiz.....damn sad nw....i cant believe tat wat u write in blog is nt same wit in sms.....in tat day.....u jz kip call me focus on competition....n u still tell me tat....we r here to competition....nt here to find feeling....tat msg hurt me the most....after tat msg....i very sad.....i told francis wat hapen....thn he laugh at me.....n call me focus.....so i try to stop thinking u for bout 1 hour like tat....n i made it....its good rite???.....erm....the first junior team.....i standing wit francis.....i think....YES!!!! i'm looking at u....n i saw u like looking at me too....but thn i say to myslf...she alr nt love u, damn fucker......so i din look at u anymore.....coz i thought u very hate me.....n summore i nid to focus....whn ur turn to perform....i kip on looking at u.....wat u do....where u go....my eye jz follow.....but thn i saw u look at me awhile....i scare i will disturb u....so i change my view n look at other....so u willl ike duno tat i kip on looking at u......even everytime i passby ur team.....i kip on say to francis...."francis arh....she at there arh....haiz...."....yes....i'm sad.....very very gek sum.....bt wat cn i do???...nth....after saw wat ur fren tell u....i'm sad....coz u "sucess to 4get me".....n i duno wat's the 2nd thing???.....the put my hand on their shoulder.....i dun understand.......haiz.....yup....i will remain sad coz u still nt my gurl yet....gud for u to knw....but did we sms like couple???....i duno.....
Thursday, February 19, 2009
My love....Meow Yun.....
Tis is Meow Yun....tis is the gurl i love the most....i very very love her....muackz muackz.....Sory Meow Yun....Will u acept me back??? i wan to be wit u no matter wat is cost...i too love u.....
days 15th without u....another case?!
2day is alr 15th day without u.....i still sad....coz sumtime u give me hope....but sumtime u really broke my heart.....but yet i still so love u....wat shuld i do??....so confuse.....haiz.....anyway....i wan to say is....i very very love u....Meow Yun....
WAt???!!!! another case???.....OMG....y.....y must always be like tat???...last time whn i wit jane....here come other gurl....n i'm damn stupid to chose the another gurl n hurt jane much till i regret.....n now....the same situation again....i alr lost meow yun once....n i regret much.....but nw i feel tat i have chance....to get back wit her....tis is the very rare chance....so....wat cn i do???.....i oni can let u go.....i knw u treat me great.....n i oso knw u love me much....but i dun wan lost my good chance to get back with meow yun......coz i really love her much......plz.....dun coz of me thn go do stupid stupid thing...plz....it will hurt me too.....plz.....ok???....i care bout u too.....plz....wake up!!!.....
WAt???!!!! another case???.....OMG....y.....y must always be like tat???...last time whn i wit jane....here come other gurl....n i'm damn stupid to chose the another gurl n hurt jane much till i regret.....n now....the same situation again....i alr lost meow yun once....n i regret much.....but nw i feel tat i have chance....to get back wit her....tis is the very rare chance....so....wat cn i do???.....i oni can let u go.....i knw u treat me great.....n i oso knw u love me much....but i dun wan lost my good chance to get back with meow yun......coz i really love her much......plz.....dun coz of me thn go do stupid stupid thing...plz....it will hurt me too.....plz.....ok???....i care bout u too.....plz....wake up!!!.....
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
confuse....
2day i ask u will u acept me back.....u say will de lar.....but nt the time yet.....bt whn at nite....u tell me tat nw u vry hapy.....enjoying life....ENJOYING LIFE????......y will u so fast knw how to say enjoying life??? u jz form 2.....u like so mature....like those parents always say i'm old....nid to enjoy life nw....u jz form 2......do u really nid to 'ENJOY LIFE' nw? thn u say u having alot fun wit those boy in sch.....wat does it mean??? having alot fun??? n u say u wont be like tat whn u couple....wat's tat mean again??? i so confuse....help me......anyone???......NO!!!! u r the oni hope of mine....u really r my everything...i cant live without u....i love u....MEOW YUN....
Monday, February 16, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
11th day without her.....wat a sucks afternoon.....
whn going back....i sms her....begging her to acept me back....she kip on refuse n refuse....i very sad jor....i think i alr beg her for at least 8 days....calling her to acept me back....bt yet...she dun wan....haiz....so so so so SAD......whn reach home.....i went to bath....i cry out in the bathroom....tis is nt my 1st time to cry in bathroom....alr alot time jor......i finish taking bath....but i still crying...i wanna stop....but i cant....i really cant stop....if my mum knw i cry for love.....she will slap me.....for sure....coz i try b4.....so i dun wan to let her knw....after jz finish taking bath...i went to do homework....n yet i stilll crying....haiz....T.T.....thn i went to sleep....b4 sleep....i view her pic in my hp again....fuck it!!!! i cry more louder....shit it....i cant let my mum knw....so i taking my pilow....cover my face.....n b4 sleep...i edit a pic for u jor.....haiz....i very very sad......i wan to be wit u.....plz.....MEOW YUN.....i very very love u.....
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