I'm dying.....

想不想玩三角恋呢？无妨试下吧！ ans: wat san jiao lian?? me n her is over jor....plz lar....make it clear....

你的部落格..............令我恨你！恨你！恨死你！！！ ans: i jz hope to show her my last feeling to her....tis is the end of me n her....

也许最后跟你在一起的会是她哦 ans: so nw the problem is hapen again...i be back a toy....u give me back to her...wat for??.....

要不要？要的话，我做到的！ ans: no!!!!!!!!! if i wan...i alr do it...wat for i hurting her?? coz i love u....i alr hurt her so deep coz i too love u....i love a gurl n i hurt another gurl....i jz...feel like a did sumthing wrong....bt love is like tat....i have to choose....i have choose u!!!!...plz....think.....!!!!!

要办法可以让你洗脑，把我忘掉..把以前的会回忆通通都忘掉.... ans: there's no way...nth can make me forget bout u....if can...i very early alr forget u....but did i???....NO!!!! i hurt myslf so much is jz to kip u in my heart.....

我的泪不值得为你流！ ans: so wat now???

你那两颗心肝何时才能变回一个呢？ ans: it's changing....it becoming one...coz i feel ur love alot...tat's y i trying to let her go.....I'M TRYING!!!!!!!!!!! give me time plz.....

谁才是真真藏在你心底呢？ ans: you...meow yun....nt her...its true.....

今天，我感觉不到你的爱，也许，今天你把它献给了别人... ans: i din!!!! i kip it for u.....i din msg her tis few day jor....

可能，抛弃你的日子将会来临 ans: maybe my life oso will end soon....

yun...i jz want to tell u....u r the one kip me alive.....i'm living jz for u.....plz....dun leave me....plz....

to venis.....u= venis....yun= meow yun

yes....it jz a nigthmare...i will nvr treat u rude...the way i treat u will remine 4ever the same....plz dun be sad jor....after watching ur post....i'm jz like "HAIZ.....ITS OVER JOR....T.T....I CANT DO ANYTHING......" i realy sad....coz it over btw u n me....i knw....nw i with yun...but....b4....whn i sad...u make me hapy....i jz wan to say that....i'm sory to u.....i duno wat to do....i'm realy realy sory....sad sad sad....it's over nw.....jz for u...nt for me....i still like u....yun...dun blame me ok??....u make me smile whn we(me n yun) break jor....if yun angry see tis post...i oso cant delete it...coz tat's the true....but for sure...nw i with yun....so hope yun dun mind i telling all the true....i jz dun wan to kip in my heartx....very xin ku having secret in heartx....yes...i admit...i like u alot....coz u cute.....care bout me....n alot lar....i like u nt bout all this reason lar....i like u is coz.....i oso duno....coz love a ppl dun nid reason....it jz a feeling....n it's hard to disapper in my heartx....coz i'm nt a playboi anymore....it's hard for me to let u go.....but u did it....i cant stop u....so i guess nw i oni can love u secare curi curi....i knw....if i sms or chat wit u....i sure will get hurt or disapointed....coz u nt showing the love to me....but nvm....since u dun love me anymore but i still love u.....i willing to get hurt....as long i still love u.....i can stand anything jz for u....HAIZ....yun.....jz dun angry....ok?? tat's the true...i oso dun wan kip secret btw me n yun....coz we are couple....no secret btw couple.....tat's my rule....hope yun oso din kip secret from me.....thx.....

i'm scare....Yun....T.T

“爱情不能让来让去的!”
ya...he's rite...tat's y i feel like i'm a toy to both of u...both oso like me...but din wan to be with me....i realy feel like i'm a toy...i nearly give up being coupl jor...haiz.....
秘密?? wat 秘密??? tell me lar....
我们是怎么相识的?? ai wei lor...hehe...u c her msg tim tat time...haha....
怎么会在一起?? becoz we love each other tat time....
怎么会散?? becoz i did alot wrong....i'm sory....
怎么又再次的一起了?? becoz u give me chance...thx yun...
yun...dun sum tong anymore...nw i jz wan to knw tat u love me thn enugh jor....n u alr prove it to me...thx...but 1 thing i dun understand....y??....y sudenly u will love me so much n appreciate me??....wat make u change???

me n my bro kelvin.....brother in REBELS!!!!

REBELS TEAM ROCK!!!!!

tat's y i say i'm famous to the rainbow team....see...they so like me...haha....

me, kimmy n one of the flyer from the rainbow team....

me n my best cute fren shanny....^^

C3 competition...R for wat?? REBELS!!!!!

today....so damn hapy....going to cheer comp man....my 1st time...haiz...althought lose...but i get to c alot of team...even the "rainbow"....walao....they all so geng...i so hope to be like them...but 1 thing i dun wan to be like them...is...erm...wan to tell anot leh??...aiyo...ok lar...here's the thing...most of the ppl in the rainbow team....like me...0.0''
nvm...i oso terkejut...haha...biar lar...tat day i oso be close wit them...to show my friendly attitude...but nt my gay attitude...i'm nt gay....haha...i hope to c they perform again...really so so so geng....but...coz of their stunt too geng...alr langgar the rule...gosh...they din get the 1st place...haiz...sory to u all guy....but i think u all hapy lar....coz ur hp gt my pic jor...=.=''....haha...n here come...the second runner up stunt group.....REBELS TEAM C!!!!!....cool...gosh...lai hoong was so hapy till jump here n there....haha...i saw tat...jz admit it lai hoong....member are lai hoong, my bro kelvin, ah yong, fiona, n ayu....congratz...let continue on wit the first runner up stunt group...REBELS TEAM A!!!.....congratz...the member are kim swee (our coach), wai min (ur name izit like tat?? sory..XD), kimmy, n ah kit....wow...nw here come the 1st place of the stunt group....gosh...ivy was so scare....so i gave her a hug...hope to calm her down...haha...n the winner is.....REBELS TEAM....B!!!!.....wow...the crowd....so high...all of them shouting...even me lar...XP...n here come our slogan....=.= "GOOD JOB GOOD JOB....GOOD JOB GOOD JOB....."haha...the member are siew wai, wah zai, ivy, ivan, n my best cute fren...shanny...^^ congratz to u all....they oso took the 1st place in the international team competition....geng....walao....kim swee's hope was full fill....like jz wat he hope....rebels stunt group win the 1st, 2nd, n 3rd place....haha....rebels become famous nw.....jz in the one day.....so...the competition end up wit happy mood...n bout me...end up wit taking alot alot pic wit the rainbow team....nt i wan..they jz tarik me....aiyo...nvm lar....they so geng...i'm glad to take pic wit them too...haha...but mz rmb...i'm nt gay...haha....so nw...time to celebrate....we all go to kim gary makan....lolx...all so blur...order the food jor....but whn serve to us...nobody de...lame...haha....so tat's all....we went back home after finish eating...we oso take alot pic...n here is our pic....enjoys REBELS!!!!!

Sory~~~

today...v b back fren jor....but u din make me happy oso...haiz...disapointed...thn...u still make me sad today...wat i tryin to say is...ivan will scold me if he knw i treat u badly....nt he scold me jor...understand???...u still dare to tell him n ask him...he call me....n really scold me....tat time...i feel damn disapointed to u....he is one of my best fren...we r a group...me, my bro, francis, ivan, n kim ing...we have be a group for long time...our relation is the best....thn u make him misunderstand n scold me...tat time i really hate u....i get too fed up to u...thn i have decide...to leave u...maybe u will oni appreciate me after i leave u...yes...u realy jz like wat i thought....u behave like tat....jz making me to think back bout meow yun....i so fan nw...i feel like i loving two gurl...1 is dun realy love me de...1 so damn love me...i so confuse...so i ask my fren...i call him as "the master mind"...the way he think...so geng...so i ask him...he oso tell me alot thing....he ask me...who do u love nw...i ask myslf...my heart reply...is M.Y. more thn venis...y?? y will tis hapen??....venis so love me...y will i love meow yun so much...i think the ans is...1st...i meet her earlier n i love her earlier....she show me too much love b4.....we have too much memory togeter....too sweet n too deep til it bcome my nightmare everytime i think bout it...i'm so sory to treat u like tat meow yun...sory....i knw...tis will hurt u(venis)....but i have to make it clearly...so i wont hurt u(venis)....i dun wan to hurt u coz i knw u love me....i appreciate ur love...but i knw myslf....i dun wan to bluf u...i stil love her..coz she love me so much b4....n i hurt her...nw is the time for me to get hurt n stay on loving her....i duno y....sumtime i feel...u(venis) is important to me...but once i saw her pic....all the memory...all the time v past through togeter...jz come into my mind n disturb me...maybe i really haven let her go completely....sory..i knw u get hurt nw...but...i dun wan to be unfair to u....i jz hope i can be back wit her.....if u really love me...i guess u will jz like me....u wont stop loving me....maybe lar..u will be like tat if u really realy love me....i wan to ask u(meow yun) a ques...can u 4give me bout all my past n start a new life wit me??

The End??!! ...LOL...Of Coz No Lar....

today....is our 1st day to being couple...u so hapy....me too....but..wat u did...broke my heartx...alot alot...till i nearly wan to leave u...thn i think...shud i repeat my old mistake??...i'm scare...i scare i will lost u...but i oso scare to get hurt from u....i dun wan to be sad anymore coz of love...i suffer too much whn i loving meow yun...i dun wan to suffer anymore while loving u....haiz....so i decide to give u a chance again...erm...but y u din learn from ur mistake...u broke my heartx once n once n once....damn....i so angry....n so sad...i get hurt again...so i have to decide...n did sumthing tat is realy bad...i decide to leave u...althought i leave u n no being ur bf...but my hert...still gt u....maybe u cry...but i cant care too much...i dun wan to get hurt anymore from the gurl i love...maybe whn i leave u...u will change...if u realy change...thn i will be back wit u....u din make me hapy at all today...u jz saying urslf very sad...yes...i knw u sad...but i oso sad...n hurt....i think myslf....izit u r my true love???...i cant find out the ans...i dun wan to gues...coz i scare i'm wrong...i'm too scare if i make u dun love me anymore....jz like wat i did to meow yun...i have make her stop loving me anymore....i damn regret....but now...i dun wan to be regret anymore....i will decide to acept u back once u change...i promise...i wont stop loving u....

plz...let me knw...

act i wondering...do u really love me de??...y i cant feel ur love???....plz...let me knw u really love me de...plz....

i still loving u....how???

today morning....go train cheer...bad mood....haiz....nvm lar....sad story shud be short....haiz....y?...y i cant 4get u???.....y y y???....even u jz knw how to hurt me...bt y i still wan to let u hurt me n kip on loving u???...y???....izit coz i'm too love u???....but y??...i so love u...n u jz dun wan to acept me back???....ur post....u say u jz can like him....supporting him...tat's who???....i wan to knw...plz tell me....n i wan to knw....do u still love me???...do u??....i dun understand.....y ppl will get so hurt for love...but yet they wan to fall in love....y??....izit god create tis love till so powerful???...till can make ppl do stupid stupid thing to get the love....act wat is love???....who knw???....i oso duno....but y will i fall in love wit the gurl tat hurt me so much???....everytime she hurt me....i love her more n more...i cant let her go...even today i say to myslf...."ok...today i let her go...she will 4ever gone in my heatx..." but y tml she will appear in my heartx again???....izit the memory whn we togeter is too deep till i cant "delete" u from my heartx???....i think yes....our memory...is too deep for me....i cant stop thinking bout u....i break my own record....i have wait u more thn 1 month....n of coz i get hurt oso nt little bit lar....but i'm glad....finally...i so true heartx....thx to u.... thx....n sory~

tat's THE END....

today....having exam....erm...ok ok lar....cant finsih all my essay....for chinese, bm, n bi essay all i oso cant finish....i'm dead...today afternoon....u reply my morning msg....dun nid to find u anymore.....0.0"....i jz think....wat hapen???.....tat time i was so angry....coz i din do anything wrong....so i jz do wat i shud....kip on beg u again...i msg u so so many time...u din even wan to reply my msg once....so i get fed up that time....i was so angry...n mad...but i knw tis will make the situation get worst....so i cool down myslf 1st....thn i continue find u....i call my mui to msg u....ask u y wan to fen...thn u still can say..."FEN MA FEN LAR....MEI YOU SHEN ME DONG XI DE MA...." thn i reaction is (0.0)....ok...wat jz hapen??....i kip on beg u in the whole afternoon....but yet u jz dun wan to give mee chance....but wat i can say is....u r wrong...u misunderstand jor....i din msg u alot coz i have to study.....every morning i did msg saying elo to u....but u nvr reply me once....at nite....whn msg wit u....sudenly u wont reply me anymore....so i duno u sleep dy or not....so i jz go sleep n din msg to u saying gud nite.....tat's the point u wan to fen wit me???....izit too over???....dun u feel tat???....cant u jz ti liang me???....its realy having alot presure in form 4....i think u wont care.....i feel tat u where too ji dong....jz a lit thing thn wan to fen....ok...i admit...i din realy care bout u in tis few day...coz i having exam man.....think lar....n all my hope is at 16/3...tat day u say u will go to sunway wit me n ur fren....i decide to put all my effort at tat day to show u wat have i change...how i can make u hapy....but u duno....n u jz think i dun care bout u....wat the fxxk lar....i work so hard to get u back....u think i will dun care bout u huh??....thn wat for i drop so much tear??...plz lor....think lar....but too bad...i fail to hold our relation till tat day...today alr broke jor....i dun wan to tell u coz i jz hope it can be a suprise for u....to let u knw how much i love u....how much i have change...but u din give me a chance....u get fed up of me 2day....on 2/3......whn u acept me back...i knw....u dun really love me de....but i jz kip quiet....coz i believe tat myslf can make u love me more....who knw i fail again....so...tat's the end of my 2nd true love....i realy regret for wat i did in past...but i did try to change...jz u dun wan to acept....so....today...i decide to let u go....tat's all...tat's the end of us.....tat's the end of my pain too....meow yun...i wan to say....u r really a gud gurl n a gud gf too....but sumtime u very ji dong de.....n i jz wan to say...thx for love me so much....SORY~