Sory~~~

today...v b back fren jor....but u din make me happy oso...haiz...disapointed...thn...u still make me sad today...wat i tryin to say is...ivan will scold me if he knw i treat u badly....nt he scold me jor...understand???...u still dare to tell him n ask him...he call me....n really scold me....tat time...i feel damn disapointed to u....he is one of my best fren...we r a group...me, my bro, francis, ivan, n kim ing...we have be a group for long time...our relation is the best....thn u make him misunderstand n scold me...tat time i really hate u....i get too fed up to u...thn i have decide...to leave u...maybe u will oni appreciate me after i leave u...yes...u realy jz like wat i thought....u behave like tat....jz making me to think back bout meow yun....i so fan nw...i feel like i loving two gurl...1 is dun realy love me de...1 so damn love me...i so confuse...so i ask my fren...i call him as "the master mind"...the way he think...so geng...so i ask him...he oso tell me alot thing....he ask me...who do u love nw...i ask myslf...my heart reply...is M.Y. more thn venis...y?? y will tis hapen??....venis so love me...y will i love meow yun so much...i think the ans is...1st...i meet her earlier n i love her earlier....she show me too much love b4.....we have too much memory togeter....too sweet n too deep til it bcome my nightmare everytime i think bout it...i'm so sory to treat u like tat meow yun...sory....i knw...tis will hurt u(venis)....but i have to make it clearly...so i wont hurt u(venis)....i dun wan to hurt u coz i knw u love me....i appreciate ur love...but i knw myslf....i dun wan to bluf u...i stil love her..coz she love me so much b4....n i hurt her...nw is the time for me to get hurt n stay on loving her....i duno y....sumtime i feel...u(venis) is important to me...but once i saw her pic....all the memory...all the time v past through togeter...jz come into my mind n disturb me...maybe i really haven let her go completely....sory..i knw u get hurt nw...but...i dun wan to be unfair to u....i jz hope i can be back wit her.....if u really love me...i guess u will jz like me....u wont stop loving me....maybe lar..u will be like tat if u really realy love me....i wan to ask u(meow yun) a ques...can u 4give me bout all my past n start a new life wit me??