i still loving u....how???

today morning....go train cheer...bad mood....haiz....nvm lar....sad story shud be short....haiz....y?...y i cant 4get u???.....y y y???....even u jz knw how to hurt me...bt y i still wan to let u hurt me n kip on loving u???...y???....izit coz i'm too love u???....but y??...i so love u...n u jz dun wan to acept me back???....ur post....u say u jz can like him....supporting him...tat's who???....i wan to knw...plz tell me....n i wan to knw....do u still love me???...do u??....i dun understand.....y ppl will get so hurt for love...but yet they wan to fall in love....y??....izit god create tis love till so powerful???...till can make ppl do stupid stupid thing to get the love....act wat is love???....who knw???....i oso duno....but y will i fall in love wit the gurl tat hurt me so much???....everytime she hurt me....i love her more n more...i cant let her go...even today i say to myslf...."ok...today i let her go...she will 4ever gone in my heatx..." but y tml she will appear in my heartx again???....izit the memory whn we togeter is too deep till i cant "delete" u from my heartx???....i think yes....our memory...is too deep for me....i cant stop thinking bout u....i break my own record....i have wait u more thn 1 month....n of coz i get hurt oso nt little bit lar....but i'm glad....finally...i so true heartx....thx to u.... thx....n sory~