today.....i guess i have found another love...but...wat i wory is...will tis time just same like before??....just for few days or weeks??? i not sure bout that.....
but....the truth is...i do love her....so i just take the risk to try....n i ask her to be my gf....she said yes...ok...here we start....my loving story....chapter 1 has being.....i just wondering when will the last chapter appear.....but for now i cant care too much....
we have alr sms just for 2 days...n start to having feel...n so on to be couple....nth much to say actually.....just to update my blog n my life too....i will appreciate tis love....i just dont hope to lost any love anymore...kinda sien alr...always oso break....i hope tis time i can stay long with her....tat's all......
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Friday, May 1, 2009
Mid...1st day go out with u...1st time talk to u....
today holiday.....so bored...i dun wan to be at home....so i jz think to follow ryan them go have fun....i sudenly think to ajak kye ernn go out....meet her in last year pmr seminar....long time din contact...sudenly contact back.....so jz ajak her keluar lar.....she say ok...
she say she wil go...but duno wat time...i was like =.="...........haiz....duno she really wan go out anot....but i jz go mid lar...to relax....have fun...put love story away.....till like 1pm.....she oso haven reach...that time i was like "aiyo...sure fong fei kei dy lar...oso nt very close...sure wont out de lar....."
so jz go play wit fren.....thn whn1.39pm....a msg appear....i reach dy...from kye ernn...i was like 0.0....got come wor....nt bad nt bad.....so i ask her where r u?? she say mph....mph??? where is it arh??? lolx....i less lepak at mid...so i duno where is it...so i call two of my fren bring me to there....
whn reach there...mph was so luas.....how to find her.....lolx.....thn i kip on turn around.....so i jz msg her where r u???....sudenly my fren call me dun msg her....go find her....c i gt yuan wit her anot.....thn i say....so late oni tell...ngam ngam send jor....thn he say....aiyo....tell her dun reply....tat time i was like =.="
she reply at magizine side there......so i go there.....whn i reach tat area...i saw a gurl wearing purple shirt.....but the gurl like coloured the hair de....i was thinking....cant be her bah~
so i jz sms her again asking wat shirt she where....she reply purple....oh....is she lar....
i go forward....say hi....thn was like nth to say....so i ask her where u wan to go??...she say wan stay at there see magazine....she say she will find me after tat...so i go out mph n go find my fren....after duno how long...she din find me....so i ask her....where r u?? she eating....=.=
jz now say will find me....now go eat....tipu me de....nvm lar.....so i go be wit fren at a place...duno call wat lar....so bored...thn i ask her again....where r u?? she still eating....so enjoy.....i ask where?? she reply sushi zanmai....=.='' tat shop jz in front of me....haha....my fren ask me to bring him so c she....so i jz pass by that shop outside there....my fren try to find a gurl wear purple shirt....
he behave like a bodoh.....so i jz cal him go lar....dun being stupid....thn my fren say....i ajak her keluar thn dun teman her....nt gud wor.....so ok lor.....i go find her.....i ask her haven finish eating?? she say finish.....so i say i wait u outside....she like dun believe me...but she say ok....
when she come out.....she was wit her sis....thn i go forward n ask her again....now u wan go where???.....she say toilet thn go jor....=.=''
my fren dulan....he tell me....aiyo....dun really wan go out de thn dun promise ppl say wan out lor....he tell me tat she very obvious dun wan pui me de.....he call me jz let her be wit her sis lar....
so i was like.....maybe gua....coz i oso nt close wit her....so i ma go away lor....she thn sms me ask me where m i??...i was like "huh??" "find me??"......i though she malu....dun wan walk wit me....so i wait her come down find me......
after tat duno wat hapen jor....seperate go again.....lame lor.....meet thn seperate....meet thn seperate....thn she say she at studio R.......thn go why pay more.......tat time i was in the da gei cheong....she saw me thn she come find me.....
say hi again....she say wan to play basketball....so i go lepak wit my fren 1st lor...oso in the same area.....my fren all call me go teman her lar.....thn pushing me here n there....lolx....nt i dun wan....is nth to say......
whn she turn up to play......i was 0.0.......her point is 386 or 387....if i din rmb wrong lar....walao....so geng.....so i oso go play lar....lolx...jz 146 thn kalah jor.....my fren all call me useless....lose to the gurl.....so no face tat time.....haha
thn all my fren go back jor.....i was alone....i whn to the carefour....from the top floor to the most bottom floor.....so far....jz to buy a sim card.....thn she say she at below the last floor......i though is was the most bottom floor....so i kip on turn n turn n turn....trying to find a shop name FOS.....
she call me n say its below the TOYCITY.....=.='''
i was behave like stupid jz now....so i went up....pass the sim card to her.....i tell her haven register de....she call me register for her....tat time wat i thinking is...."so lazy....."
haha...dun angry wor......after tat....whn in front of echo park de zen makan wit bro n dai sou.....after tat thn me n my bro go training at cheras.....oh ya....today i bought i jeans from echo park....damn nice n worth....limited edition again....jz for RM65......haha...my bro wan buy...but i buy 1st jor....haha......
she say she wil go...but duno wat time...i was like =.="...........haiz....duno she really wan go out anot....but i jz go mid lar...to relax....have fun...put love story away.....till like 1pm.....she oso haven reach...that time i was like "aiyo...sure fong fei kei dy lar...oso nt very close...sure wont out de lar....."
so jz go play wit fren.....thn whn1.39pm....a msg appear....i reach dy...from kye ernn...i was like 0.0....got come wor....nt bad nt bad.....so i ask her where r u?? she say mph....mph??? where is it arh??? lolx....i less lepak at mid...so i duno where is it...so i call two of my fren bring me to there....
whn reach there...mph was so luas.....how to find her.....lolx.....thn i kip on turn around.....so i jz msg her where r u???....sudenly my fren call me dun msg her....go find her....c i gt yuan wit her anot.....thn i say....so late oni tell...ngam ngam send jor....thn he say....aiyo....tell her dun reply....tat time i was like =.="
she reply at magizine side there......so i go there.....whn i reach tat area...i saw a gurl wearing purple shirt.....but the gurl like coloured the hair de....i was thinking....cant be her bah~
so i jz sms her again asking wat shirt she where....she reply purple....oh....is she lar....
i go forward....say hi....thn was like nth to say....so i ask her where u wan to go??...she say wan stay at there see magazine....she say she will find me after tat...so i go out mph n go find my fren....after duno how long...she din find me....so i ask her....where r u?? she eating....=.=
jz now say will find me....now go eat....tipu me de....nvm lar.....so i go be wit fren at a place...duno call wat lar....so bored...thn i ask her again....where r u?? she still eating....so enjoy.....i ask where?? she reply sushi zanmai....=.='' tat shop jz in front of me....haha....my fren ask me to bring him so c she....so i jz pass by that shop outside there....my fren try to find a gurl wear purple shirt....
he behave like a bodoh.....so i jz cal him go lar....dun being stupid....thn my fren say....i ajak her keluar thn dun teman her....nt gud wor.....so ok lor.....i go find her.....i ask her haven finish eating?? she say finish.....so i say i wait u outside....she like dun believe me...but she say ok....
when she come out.....she was wit her sis....thn i go forward n ask her again....now u wan go where???.....she say toilet thn go jor....=.=''
my fren dulan....he tell me....aiyo....dun really wan go out de thn dun promise ppl say wan out lor....he tell me tat she very obvious dun wan pui me de.....he call me jz let her be wit her sis lar....
so i was like.....maybe gua....coz i oso nt close wit her....so i ma go away lor....she thn sms me ask me where m i??...i was like "huh??" "find me??"......i though she malu....dun wan walk wit me....so i wait her come down find me......
after tat duno wat hapen jor....seperate go again.....lame lor.....meet thn seperate....meet thn seperate....thn she say she at studio R.......thn go why pay more.......tat time i was in the da gei cheong....she saw me thn she come find me.....
say hi again....she say wan to play basketball....so i go lepak wit my fren 1st lor...oso in the same area.....my fren all call me go teman her lar.....thn pushing me here n there....lolx....nt i dun wan....is nth to say......
whn she turn up to play......i was 0.0.......her point is 386 or 387....if i din rmb wrong lar....walao....so geng.....so i oso go play lar....lolx...jz 146 thn kalah jor.....my fren all call me useless....lose to the gurl.....so no face tat time.....haha
thn all my fren go back jor.....i was alone....i whn to the carefour....from the top floor to the most bottom floor.....so far....jz to buy a sim card.....thn she say she at below the last floor......i though is was the most bottom floor....so i kip on turn n turn n turn....trying to find a shop name FOS.....
she call me n say its below the TOYCITY.....=.='''
i was behave like stupid jz now....so i went up....pass the sim card to her.....i tell her haven register de....she call me register for her....tat time wat i thinking is...."so lazy....."
haha...dun angry wor......after tat....whn in front of echo park de zen makan wit bro n dai sou.....after tat thn me n my bro go training at cheras.....oh ya....today i bought i jeans from echo park....damn nice n worth....limited edition again....jz for RM65......haha...my bro wan buy...but i buy 1st jor....haha......
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
i'm really back to single jor....
in jz a few days time....u change alot....n even ur heart too....u change the person in ur heart....u kick me out....n put ur ex back into ur heart...wat i feel like jz....u take me like a person to teman u when ur ex break wit u...so now he love u back....n u love him back....
u say u cant trust him....say he got alot gurl outside.....tis tat lar....but the end...oso back to him....wat a lame story.....dun care izit he playing or bad??? coz u jz love him??....cool....nt bad.....i jz knw u r like.....if i treat u good....u love me....if he treat u good...u love him...rite??? u dun love me coz i treat u cool...so u leave me...
erm....maybe jz havent mature.....so little thing can lead to break up the relation....whn sumtime argue.....u were like "bla bla bla...." n i was like "bla bla bla...." isnt tat stupid??? tat's the reason the war begin....sumtime i din say anything doesnt mean u r rite...it just i dun wanna argue wit u....
i was waiting for something
something i really need from u
nobody will know cause nobody understand me
but now there's no nid to tell me u love me
cause i know tat he've changed
even my heart to u have changed to someone else
i have make my decision
i'm sory.....i'm really sory
i guess....all the love have reach the last chapter of my story....which lead to a damn sad ending.....i have lost everything i want....nt even a small piece of love to me left in ur heart.....i'm dead to u.....will it saty for long??? will it stay 4ever??.......or it jz a while??? wat shud i do???
i wanted to wait....but u kip on call me give up....some of my fren say...if u love her....let her go....let her b hapy...but i wan u......wat shud i do?? who shud i listen to??? my fren or myslf???
u say u cant trust him....say he got alot gurl outside.....tis tat lar....but the end...oso back to him....wat a lame story.....dun care izit he playing or bad??? coz u jz love him??....cool....nt bad.....i jz knw u r like.....if i treat u good....u love me....if he treat u good...u love him...rite??? u dun love me coz i treat u cool...so u leave me...
erm....maybe jz havent mature.....so little thing can lead to break up the relation....whn sumtime argue.....u were like "bla bla bla...." n i was like "bla bla bla...." isnt tat stupid??? tat's the reason the war begin....sumtime i din say anything doesnt mean u r rite...it just i dun wanna argue wit u....
i was waiting for something
something i really need from u
nobody will know cause nobody understand me
but now there's no nid to tell me u love me
cause i know tat he've changed
even my heart to u have changed to someone else
i have make my decision
i'm sory.....i'm really sory
i guess....all the love have reach the last chapter of my story....which lead to a damn sad ending.....i have lost everything i want....nt even a small piece of love to me left in ur heart.....i'm dead to u.....will it saty for long??? will it stay 4ever??.......or it jz a while??? wat shud i do???
i wanted to wait....but u kip on call me give up....some of my fren say...if u love her....let her go....let her b hapy...but i wan u......wat shud i do?? who shud i listen to??? my fren or myslf???
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
back to post.....
wow....c my last post was 10...today alr 22....12 day din post anything jor......i duno was u everyday open my blog n c???......i hope so.....haiz.....tis few day....u treating me so badly....so cool....do we look like couple??....i feel like not....coz i cant feel ur love....really cool to me....i hope u change urslf......jz if u really love me n wanna be wit me.....
but today u say....u like a person tat dun like to couple......i was like.....wat the hell????.....i work so hard....i suces to get u....at 1st u was treat me really like a bf.....but now....jz like normal fren.....nth else.....so....wat the hell happen actually??? i dun really knw......all just happen so fast....so fast till even i have lost sumthing i oso duno.....T.T
ytrday i ask u.....who will u choose....u say two oso dun wan.....wat orh??? he was ur EX!!!!! n NW i was ur BF.....ur BF u knw???!!!......i jz cant believe tat u was thinking who to choose.....ur EX come back kau u....so u jz think shud u accept him???....wont it be too guo fen???....one is past one is now.....will u willing to let go nw n go back to past????
now.....u jz like me abit....i was really sad for tat ans.....i jz cant believe tat u have alot ppl to admire....really alot.....tis lar tat lar.....wateva....i dun care.....althought ur heart was nt like b4....but i was.....problem always appear.......but we can solve it......rite??? so wat's the problem tat make u like me so little??? i hope to get the ans from u.....
tat's day for today.....i guess.....it was a stupid lovestory again.....carmen....emo post again huh??? haha....
but today u say....u like a person tat dun like to couple......i was like.....wat the hell????.....i work so hard....i suces to get u....at 1st u was treat me really like a bf.....but now....jz like normal fren.....nth else.....so....wat the hell happen actually??? i dun really knw......all just happen so fast....so fast till even i have lost sumthing i oso duno.....T.T
ytrday i ask u.....who will u choose....u say two oso dun wan.....wat orh??? he was ur EX!!!!! n NW i was ur BF.....ur BF u knw???!!!......i jz cant believe tat u was thinking who to choose.....ur EX come back kau u....so u jz think shud u accept him???....wont it be too guo fen???....one is past one is now.....will u willing to let go nw n go back to past????
now.....u jz like me abit....i was really sad for tat ans.....i jz cant believe tat u have alot ppl to admire....really alot.....tis lar tat lar.....wateva....i dun care.....althought ur heart was nt like b4....but i was.....problem always appear.......but we can solve it......rite??? so wat's the problem tat make u like me so little??? i hope to get the ans from u.....
tat's day for today.....i guess.....it was a stupid lovestory again.....carmen....emo post again huh??? haha....
Friday, April 10, 2009
today~ sad day
today....wat so important??? no!!!! its nt important....today fill up wit lot of sadness.....
today....u have leave me once more....from tat day we couple back....today....is the 3rd time.....i get very hurt....jz i treat u cool....thn u leave me....jz i bz wit sport thn u leave me.....did it prove u love me???.....
i duno....i duno the ans....i'm scare to be wit u....coz i will jz get hurt n hurt again n again.....if...if u love me.....u will change....but....if u dun.....u will think we better dun couple.....i have nth much to say.....but.....i have to tell....if....if u leave me once more......i scare i will lost the trust to u....i'm scare....so plz.....dun do it again....plz dun.....
i kip on hurting her....is just to be wit u.....she wait me for 4 month....but wat she get???...jz one day of relation....i was so damn sad....coz i have to make choice....haiz....so i hope u wont make me feel i'm regret make tis choice ok??? coz there's no turning back now.....
today.....realy fill up wit all sadness.....the feeling like in hell.....i have lost all my thing....all the thing i nid to kip me alive.....i have lost it....
izit mean i'm going to die soon???......i nt sure.....will i cry till i die???.....i nt sure....but for sure.....today....i have lost a important thing.....i lost a gurl's love.....i nid it so much....n yet...i lost it....
coz y?? her love has give to other boy.....wat can i do??? wat??? wat can cure u??? or wat can i do to kip ur love wit me??? nth??? tat's the ans??? i guess yes....tat's the ans.....any sick....do have the way to cure it....oni the sick of love.....there's no way to cure.....love..is the greatest weapon.....tat can lead sumone to die.....lead sumone to do stupid thing.......if love is tat powerful.....so harmful....y must god create it??? the ans is.....coz tat's how life should be....love can lead to happyness...lead to a new life....but....but love do oso lead to sadness.....crazyness....n oso it might lead us to our end of life.....
once.....once i nearly have been lead to the worst state....THE END......but luckily.....i sucess to realise there's alot choice we can make.....yes....we have to make choice....i have make alot of choice.....i have to choose....i decide to choose her.....but does it mean i dun like u??? no!!!! i still like u....but u dun....u have choose to start a new life.....ans me....did i be the worst bf ever u have??? ans me...
T.T....i duno wat to do now......
today....u have leave me once more....from tat day we couple back....today....is the 3rd time.....i get very hurt....jz i treat u cool....thn u leave me....jz i bz wit sport thn u leave me.....did it prove u love me???.....
i duno....i duno the ans....i'm scare to be wit u....coz i will jz get hurt n hurt again n again.....if...if u love me.....u will change....but....if u dun.....u will think we better dun couple.....i have nth much to say.....but.....i have to tell....if....if u leave me once more......i scare i will lost the trust to u....i'm scare....so plz.....dun do it again....plz dun.....
i kip on hurting her....is just to be wit u.....she wait me for 4 month....but wat she get???...jz one day of relation....i was so damn sad....coz i have to make choice....haiz....so i hope u wont make me feel i'm regret make tis choice ok??? coz there's no turning back now.....
today.....realy fill up wit all sadness.....the feeling like in hell.....i have lost all my thing....all the thing i nid to kip me alive.....i have lost it....
izit mean i'm going to die soon???......i nt sure.....will i cry till i die???.....i nt sure....but for sure.....today....i have lost a important thing.....i lost a gurl's love.....i nid it so much....n yet...i lost it....
coz y?? her love has give to other boy.....wat can i do??? wat??? wat can cure u??? or wat can i do to kip ur love wit me??? nth??? tat's the ans??? i guess yes....tat's the ans.....any sick....do have the way to cure it....oni the sick of love.....there's no way to cure.....love..is the greatest weapon.....tat can lead sumone to die.....lead sumone to do stupid thing.......if love is tat powerful.....so harmful....y must god create it??? the ans is.....coz tat's how life should be....love can lead to happyness...lead to a new life....but....but love do oso lead to sadness.....crazyness....n oso it might lead us to our end of life.....
once.....once i nearly have been lead to the worst state....THE END......but luckily.....i sucess to realise there's alot choice we can make.....yes....we have to make choice....i have make alot of choice.....i have to choose....i decide to choose her.....but does it mean i dun like u??? no!!!! i still like u....but u dun....u have choose to start a new life.....ans me....did i be the worst bf ever u have??? ans me...
T.T....i duno wat to do now......
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